Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Its been exactly a week and a day since I gave birth. It feels great. I swear, It feels so good to be a mother. I guess thats how first timers feel.

So...labour... hmm...now I really understand what my momma went through..I swear, after giving birth, my level of respect for mothers are way way higher than I had for them. I didnt know it was that hard but hey they went through it and well its an experience every woman should have.

I was back in Kb when i started feeling pain. Can you believe it?...I couldnt sleep anymore and so my hubby decides to drive to JPMC at like 1am?.. 1AM?... what the hell was he thinking?... but anyway.. after a long convincing from my hubby, I decided to go as well. We arrived at the hospital at around 2:30am.. my contractions were not "normal" yet..so the midwives checked if I was really in labour and well, I was alrady 3cm open. So..with that, they didnt let me go home. By 8am, the doctor checked up on me and well by 9am, she decides to give me an injection that would make my contractions to either stop or be more normal. But my contractions went to normal and well by noon I was open at 6cm..they brought me to the delivery room. The pain, the torture without any kind of drugs or epidural. it hurt but my hubby was with me the whole time. *thank GOD for good husbands*. We were actually estimating for me to give birth at around 5 or 6pm but by 4:03pm I gave birth to a very healthy baby boy, we named him CALEB ALEXANDER.

so. a week later, im back in front of my computer, telling the whole world about my labour experience. I reckon, to everyone who hasnt gone through pregnancy, well they should try it at least once.. and go for normal delivery rather than a c-section. I mean, c-section would be painful after birth but normal is pain all the way but everything goes away once you see the baby. A baby is really a bundle of joy.

Monday, February 19, 2007

So here is my pride. my joy. my new love of my life (besides his father of course). CALEB ALEXANDER.


I love you.


I'm not going to post. just picture update. I cant be bothered now and my family needs me.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

i'm frustrated. annoyed. pissed. all these negative feelings are in my head right now. I hate it.

I was waiting all week to watch greys anatomy and I still missed it tonight. I hate it. damnit. I don't even know when are they showing the replays. gak! I mean seriously why put heroes instead of greys anatomy. Although, I must say, Heroes is a really good show. Ive only watched until episode 11 of season 1 but I dont know which episode I am on greys anatomy. I want the dvd collection of greys anatomy. ARGH!.

On another channel, they've started showing desperate housewives season 3, and I missed that too. That is what's annoying. I've been missing all my favourite shows.

ARGH.

On a much lighter note. Ive got less than a month to give birth to my beautiful baby. As someone told me earlier, 'A baby is god's greatest gift' and I know she is right. I love love love children. I went to visit my old work place and well all the kids are just so adorable and one of my old students was like 'I really missed you teacher matet'. God, if only they know how much I miss them too. I miss being around kids everyday. They just take the stress out of my head. I just love it when they do cute little things like kiss you or hug you just because or play with you or even just laugh at how they play with you. It just brings so much joy in me.

I miss my friends. chika, come back. bunnie bun bun, come back too. pwetty pleash!

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Another way of releasing my boredom while I am here at my parents house and my hubby is not here with me...


1) Are your parents married or divorced?
- Happily Married

2) Are you a vegetarian?
- Nope. I don't think I can live without meat.

3) Do you believe in Heaven?
- Yes.

4) Have you ever come close to dying?
- Not that I know of.

5) What jewellery do you wear 24/7?
- My wedding ring.

6) Favourite time of day?
-Night time, when it is time to sleep.

7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
- no

8) Do you wear makeup?
- yes.

9) Ever have plastic surgery?
- No.

10) Do you colour your hair?
- I did. I will again.

11) What do you wear to bed?
- pjs/big shirt and boxers.

12) Have you ever done anything illegal?
- no. I think.

13) Can you roll your tongue?
- No.

14) Do you tweeze your eyebrows?
- Yesh.

15) What kind of sneakers?
- err... sneakers?

16) Do you believe in abortions?
- yes? but.....

17) What is your hair color?
- Dark brown.

18) Future child’s name?
- Caleb Alexander, Cayla Mae

19) Do you snore?
- I shall ask my hubby that later.

20) If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
- Europe

21) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
- No, I sleep with my hubby and my pillows.

22) If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
- err. buy everything my family needs and well that.

23) Gold or Silver?
- Silver

24) Hamburger or hot dog?
- Hamburger.

25) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
- Hamburger

26) City, beach or country?
-beach.

27) What was the last thing you touched?
-the keyboard.

28) Where did you eat last?
- The dining room.

29) When’s the last time you cried?
- The other nite. pregnancy blues.

30) Do you read blogs?
- Yes.

31) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
- yes.

32) Ever been involved with the police?
- no.

33) What’s your favourite shampoo conditioner and soap?
- Palmolive. the pink one?...soap?.. err.. LIKAS!..I need to go fairer!

34) Do you talk in your sleep?
- Again. I shall ask my hubby that. I think so. haha.

35) Ocean or pool?
- Pool. Safety first.

38) Window seat or aisle?
- Window. definitely.

39) Ever met anyone famous?
-err. no. I think.

40) Do you feel that you’ve had a truly successful life?
- yes.

41) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
- Twirl and cut.

42) Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey?
- Definitely oprah.

43) Basketball or Football?
- Basketball. I like my men tall.

44) How long do your showers last?
- 5-20 minutes. depends.

45) Automatic or do you drive a stick?
- both. But I prefer a stick.

46) Cake or ice cream?
- Cake and Ice cream.

47) Are you self-conscious?
- sometimes.

48) Have you ever drank so much you threw up?
- yes.

49) Have you ever given money to a beggar?
- Yes.

50) Have you been in love?
- yes. I am in love.

51) Where do you wish you were?
- now? Philippines.

52) Are you wearing socks?
- Nope.

53) Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
- Nope. not yet.

54) Can you tango?
- I wanna learn!

55) Last gift you received?
- a bag, tops and bracelets.

56) Last sport you played?
- err.. I don't remember. I've been pregnant for the last couple of months.

57) Things you spend a lot of money on?
- FOOD!

58) Where do you live?
- that house in some town.

59) Where were you born?
- Some hospital in the Philippines.

60) Last wedding attended?
- err??....not too sure....

63) Most hated food?
- some vegetables.

64) What’s your least favourite food?
- that.

65) Can you sing?
- I try to.

66) Last person you instant messaged?
- my hubby.

67) Last place you went on holiday?
- Malaysia

68) Favourite regular drink?
- H2O

69) Tag 3 friends:
- Chinky
- levv
- my sisters.

70) Current song?
none.