its 1am and i cant sleep. hmm... do not ask why.

I met up with some old friends of mine from ISB... i missed boon. and shes leaving already. damn it. oh well at least we got to spend some time together. and have a good talk. someday soon again yes babe? now i want my kaka yen here. i miss her to bits. shes the one person I can tell anything to and not having to worry what is going to come out of her mouth. *kaka yen come back please????*

anyways, omg! i swear, by the time its like 10pm I am so exhausted already.. why is that? age? hope not! i'm only 21! or its prolly because m just not used to going out anymore, m not used to hanging out late at nite. I remember back in the day, i would be out every night with my friends and just chilling sippin coffee and talking about everything and anything under the sun. i miss those days. i miss the days when i can pretend i am blond *seriously, i dont think I am*

Im being emo. fuck.

I love my life now. its just my teen years was cut short. but im not regretting. I love my hubs and my baby to the omg! I wouldn't trade my life for anything else. its just really good for me now.

so this is where i start to say I am living a fairy tale....or am I???...

Its weird, I've been looking for good recipes online. Damn. Now I really feel like a mother/housewife. These things are the things done by them. oh well. no regrets. I love it and I love cooking. For some really odd reason, i prefer cooking now to shopping..well that is if I am in Brunei. :)