Monday, June 02, 2008

pursuit of happYness

I am feeling so happy and lucky today.

Ok, lucky, maybe yes and maybe no.

For me, today is the day that the Lord and St. Jude(he's my patron saint, I heart him a lot) has answered my prayer.

I have prayed for this for a while now. Well, almost a month. Finally, the prayers were answered. It helps being occupied and being patient. It really does. I think the email that my daddy sent me also helped.

I know this is me being selfish and being myself but I really needed to do this to grow up and feel like a grown up. Having a child makes me feel like an adult outside but I needed something that would make me and adult inside and out, as well as my brain. My brain has stopped working for a while now and finally, it will go back to work.

I have a job now. A proper job. *note to self: being a mother and a wife is a career also; just not a money-paying job but it is the most rewarding one though.

=)

This is my pursuit of happYness.

I am still hoping that in doing this, I will be happy.

I am extremely happy with how my life is (no complaints here), I just needed some change.

oh, someone asked me to be an emcee, I'm still thinking about it. I know my parents wants me to do it. But, I will think about it. I want to do it because I want to do it not because my parents has forced me to do it.