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i was once a girl who used to love to flirt, have fun in life and is never serious..but then again...to come think of it...why whould i be like that??...im fucking grown up now...i have to live my life to the max...and also enjoy it while i can...well sure there are restrictions...but its fyn...not like i really follow these rules anyways....ryts?? oh welsh..dat is just so me...not to follow them..hmm..anyhoots...this is like the then of me...and the now is so different from who i was...i was hurted by someone who i love dearly..it was cos of what that person said...i know the past affects the future..that is why most of us are tryin not to let it affect us..however it just does not WORK.....argh i hate it..it hurts so much to go back to the past.... :(