It's 9am. It's effing early and well i've already done my chores for the day. (well, most of it). And since I havn't really done a proper blog, I decided to actually type one out.

Yesterday, was one of the most fantastic days i've spent with my beshies..I mean, it's been THAT long since we actually got together and spent half the day talking about ourselves and well others who pass by *wink, 'sorry, I hit your head'* the best part, the moment we arrived home, we were still chatting. I missed that, it was something we used to do. It was like our conversations are just never ending. I guess it is true when they say that its the quality of the friendship that we have and not the quantity of friends. I mean, I seriously do not need anymore friends, there isn't any need for that. I love my friends and I do not care if I can count them in my hands, they are still my beshies.

Besh aka chika, I've known her since well since we were toddlers, our dads works together, we used to do everything together then she left and when she came back, everything is still all the same. I mean, I can still remember we used to go to each others houses and play barbie or rollerskate or just play with make up. The best part of it then was going to dance practices together and just well dancing until we are dead tired (I miss those days). And now, we can spend the whole day just drinking well anything under the sun and just talking and reminiscing and also well just being quiet (yes! we are capabe of that too).

Levv..well what can I say, It all started with. *damn, he's cute....and well now...(not gonna comment, you seriously don't want me to)* haha.. he's just a great friend that I love to hang with and well get acquainted on what's probably happening in bandar..well more like what's happening to the people we know and well just him updating me and all.

Our outing yesterday was a day of just updating each other, basically, since well, we havn't actually been out together..together for a long long time..I go out with them individually but not the same time, its just that we are always just busy with our lives. Well actually just them, as for me, I am not in town and when I am only one of them is available and well I try to spend as much time with them as I possibly can take.

Yesterday, while we were chatting our lives away to each other, I was updated with what people where spreading about me, well I guess all I can say, some people just can't be happy for me. I mean, don't be jealous and all but i can't make all of you happy. I'm sorry but I know that I am a whole lot prettier that you. I mean, I thought I didn't have ugly friends, well I was indenial. I have a friend who looks like you. I am not the only one who thinks you are FUGLY, a whole lot of people thinks that too. Face it, you are never gonna be pretty unless of course you go for a facial surgery or something. (YES, I can be mean.) I guess one of reasons why you can't be happy for me is because you can't find someone who is like my hubby. Don't be jealous honey, he's just close to perfect and we love each other. Right now, I'm feeling sorry for you not for me because I am living the life that I have always wanted to live.