adorable...

i saw these cute pictures...I like...hehe. Can I please have the remote for christmas... joke baby..you know I love you the way u are.. ;)

...

Fashionista 61% Tastefulness, 56% Originality, 67% Deliberateness, 47% Sexiness

[Tasteful Original Deliberate Prissy] One is certain: you have great taste and plenty of ideas. You have clearly defined beliefs about what's good and what's bad in fashion but they are far from banal. Stylish and imaginative, you prefer to inspire admiration than to shock and you mostly succeed. Even if sometimes you'd like to have more courage to put on something absolutely outrageous you do great job in creating a unique look that others look up to. There is a possibility that you work in the fashion industry. If you don't, perhaps you should. The opposite style from yours is Bar Cruiser [Flamboyant Conventional Random Sexy]. All the categories: Fashion Enemy Bar Cruiser Kid Next Door Sex Bomb Hippie Kid Fashion Rebel Fashion Artist Catwalk God(ess) Librarian Sporty Hottie Office Master Uptown Girl/ Boy Brainy Student Movie Star Fashionista Glamorous Soul

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 58% on Tastefulness You scored higher than 53% on Originality You scored higher than 75% on Deliberateness You scored higher than 33% on Sexiness

Link: The Fashion Style Test written by mari-e on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

I just want to know who actually reads my blog. The only person I know who does is boonishness..I love that wuman!...so please...leave me a note or something if u do.

you are runing my fucking life

fuck you!...u fucking bastard...gawd...now u want me to be that...fuck u!...and everything is still the same.. damn u!...i just wish you go to hell like right now!!

**venting out!!

so a week has gone. time flew so fast. one more week and you too will be gone. fuck. I do not want you to go there. how many times did i tell you that. oh well. I guess I cant stop you. You will be away for one effing week. fuck. Who the fcuk am I supposed to depend on when you're gone? who am I gonna to cry to when you are gone? I know you will be back...but still baby a whole week without you is just....not right.

enough ranting. I have been uber busy with work. Luckily for the past few days, I go home to you, if you weren't here, I dunno what I would have done. Work has been motherfcuked stressful. thank god they aint here no more. fuck they were one hell of a group. shit. I need to get my well deserved rest. I swear I really do. I need it more than anything. I want to get a rest. Thank God for my wonderful parents who will be treating me to a trip to the phils then to kuala lumpur and singapore. but then again. that means i need some ka-ching. shiets. baby will be here only for like 3 days then i'm off to phils for my bros wedding, then to kuala lumpur. I will basically me away for 2 weeks. Im sorry honeybunch, I know how you hate it when I am away for too long. I promise I will be back here in your arms again as soon as I can. oooo...i'm getting all emotional. shiets. change mode.

Dinner at my aunts place was superb. fuck. I swear my appetite nowadays is just motherofyuletide big. I had a heavy dinner then had a drink again when I went out with izzah then for lunch time. It was heavy too...gak. I swear I feel so bloated. nyeh. I do not like :( oh well. I know I wil still look good. *gak* what is so wrong with me? shiets...okay...enough bullcrapping here.

Harry Potpot...i got that off kristeta...well it was okay for the first hour, then I just dont get it why they called it the goblet of fire when they only used it for choosing the names..then that was it. I mean i Know it wasnt supposed to lie, but like. what the motherofpotpot knows about the age thingy if some old dude places it there right?....and wasnt it so motherofyuletide obvious that madeye had something to do with the evil crap..i dunno...for me...i did not like this harry potpot..i like the harry potpot 1 and 2 and 3...oh well..its very disappointing. Next movie to watch zathura. hoping to catch it on big screen this weekend as well as just like heaven. Ive heard good reviews about these movies. so we will see.

In her shoes. I like the movie, but like the plot is weak same with chicken little. I love the shoes though...so perky, so pretty. I want a whole closet of shoes. Oh well. A sister knows better than to fuck her sisters booboo. Like hello..? She knew for a fact that her sister was dating this guy and there she opens the door half naked when she knew it was her sisters boy and she intentionally leaves the door open. DUH! guys are horny bastards! they will fuck whoever the see is giving them the initiative to fuck 'em. I know shes blond and all but still. I do not think all blonds are fucking dumb. Shes just like. grrr...Im annoyed with her. Her dad is another different story all together. So your mother is dead. that still does not mean that you can take the kids away from their grandparents. grrr...this movie is annoying. next topic please.

Your Birthdate: October 30

You have the type of personality that people either love or hate. You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken. And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted. Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. Your strength: Your flair Your weakness: If you think it, you say it Your power color: Scarlet red Your power symbol: Inverted triangle Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

im sick.

Fuck it. i'm sick. i'm sick for like the nth time. i hate being sick. I was at the docs last satruday with my booboo..and I tell u..with the look on the face of those people in that fucked up clinic.."this couple is gonna have a baby"...wahhh....i just wanted to scream...Im not preggy..i just had my monthly withdrawal of disgusting blood! I was there as part of mybody was killing me. I had it checked a coupl oe months ago, the stupid doctor at the public hospi said that it was gastric then saturday, the stupid doctor at this private clinic said it was some kidney infection or some shit. see why i do not like doctors? they lie. fuck. they really lie. soon enough, I only have a couple of months to live and im gone. grrr...it gives me the shivers.

on a much much lighter note. I went mallin *window shopped* with theresa, then later on in the evenin we went to pick up manuel and went to jeps place..but then again..we just went there to pick up ferdie n some other peeps. Then went to pds for their rehearsal. i am definitely going to watch this concert of theirs. Its fun. I hope that girl does not sing. It is so not lawa at all... effa..it shud be you singing and not her. Yuck kali. so totally out of tune. Couldnt they get a better singer when there are lots of really good singers in that school. She isnt even pretty. Its not that I do not like her. Its just that it just doesnt suit her.

Sunday was a totally bum day. I woke up and it was already 1pm. I was like wtf? then only i realised my parents went to seria for the day. So i got some food for good ol me. Im under medication. then bummed even more..by around 4, I fell asleep. then fuck. mummy messages me telling me I have to get ready for church. hmm..oh well..then church then shopping...nyeh! i still cant find the perfect sandals for my dress...if i dont get it by next week. Imma make a gown for the wedding. haha..i do not care. Im just going to make a gown as I really cant find the perfect shoes.. :(

well toodles..i have work to do...**well tryin to wrk**

Intermediate You scored 85% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 73% Advanced, and 66% Expert!

You have a good understanding of beginner and intermediate level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of the beginner and intermediate level questions correct. This is a good score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got a respectable score. Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 12% on Beginner You scored higher than 48% on Intermediate You scored higher than 2% on Advanced You scored higher than 19% on Expert

Link: The Commonly Confused Words Test written by shortredhead78 on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

its all about sex baby...

Have u guys heard that song?...i have no idea who sang it..but its really catchy...its all about sex baby, its all about you and me, its all about the good things and the bad things...hahaha...seriously if u listen to it, it is really catchy.

Anyhoots..took the day off yesterday so that I could spend some time with my booboo and also do some shit i've been meaning to do for like forever...so first stop breakfast at mcdonalds, then send mommy and jomai to wherever they were supposed to be then took a short nap with booboo at my crib. Lunch at swensens.. and yes! i do want to get that asst. manager work. fuck! Christine is so nice. I like her a lot!I want her to be my boss...*hint hint* hehe ;) Then after lunch, dropped by the office to get some shitney...then to the Philippine embassy to register myself as an Overseas Filipino Worker. Thats gay. i had to pay over a hundred dollars just to let them know that. so gay. So anyways, after all that sitney that I had to do there, I was so motherfather tired and baby was tired from driving me around..so we decided to get some rest...and so we did...woke up then went jalaning..I was supposed to get a haircut..never happened. Fcuk. I want a haircut from abby before she/he/it goes..i love the way she does my hair...oh well, ruby will still be around *hopefully*.

The office was so gay earlier. The fcuking internet didnt work and fuck, with my kind of work, the internet is the only wat to get any business done. haha. oh well..it seemed like a free day for all of us but hey without the internet i got to do a lot of *important* things. yup, I did. cos whenever theres the internet, there is a choice of doing watever I want from doing whatever I'm supposed to be doing. so yeah.

Fuck. my phone bill is B$200 shiets. I need to pay it. I need money!....

I better go and get some money...wer to get ahh... shiets..

The Maid of Honor Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLMf) Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor. Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you. Your exact opposite: Half-cocked Random Brutal Sex Dreamer We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself. Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them. ALWAYS AVOID: The False Messiah, The 5-Night Stand, The Vapor Trail, The Bachelor CONSIDER: The Gentleman, someone just like you. Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating. My profile name: akeelegna

i so totally forgot to show u peeps this..its pretty dont u think?...all these pictures were taken during my surprise birthday bash... ;) most of the pictures at my multiply.

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whattalife

i was thinking of a good title, I cant seem to think of one. damn! my brain needs to start workin and its almost 11. i'm gonna blame it on the rain. fuck. its been raining a whole lot this week~s. damnit. I was thinking of getting my car washed on saturday but like luckily I decided not to as it was raining like a bitch that afternoon. Then yesterday it was so motherfather sunny that i actually had a massive migrane, yes! i'm not used to soo much heat. I do get heat stroke too. Then today. fuck. I want to sleep in...its been raining since i-have-no-idea. I want my bed with my booboo in it.

randomly. Sometimes i browse through peoples blogs and its amazing how they really blog daily and its not ranting just like what i do but seriously blogging. Fuck. I need that skill. The only blogs that i actually read so very often is boonzzz, izzahs' and beelzzz and this other random person. I cant seem to open the blogs of friendster. Can someone tell me why please? I swear I need to get my links fixed. soon. When i find the time. well i have all the time but more like when I feel like figeting around this template thingy. I'm not so perfect in this. But i try. then only I ask for help~which is like *gak* all the time. ooo...i bought these cute driving shoes last nite...they are sooo pretty....not very feminine..but pretty. Then my mommy got me this cute dress for my brothers wedding. I swear she knows my size so well. She can get clothes for me even when Im not around and they fit perfectly. motherly instinct. haha. I still need shoes for that dress. I have a pair of cute sandals which can go with that dress but no. I want one that suits it perfectly. I do have to look good even if its not my wedding. Its still a family reunion. as in a huge ass motherfather family reunion in which I will meet people who are related to me whom I have never ever met in my whole entire FCuking life. Damn. I hate those. They just keep repeating how womanly i look now and how im no longer a baby and how im so lucky and shit like that. fuck man. oh well. what to do. family is family. Speaking of me looking more womanly. I was at Empire yesterday for work and I bumped into someone I know from the hotel and I haven't seen him in like yonks. So then when we did the usual greet he said I looked different??....
him:U look different...
me: me??..different??...different how?
him: u look more matured...
me: matured...hmm...is that a good thing or a bad thing?
him:...u look good....
somehow that talk got me thinking. damn...do i look old now?...oh well... :)

another new day

A couple of nights ago, I was watching chicken little with aaron and it was just an adorable cartoon, but hey! i would not watch it like all the time...no thank you. If we are talking movies, I would say...i'd watch madagascar over and over and over to get a laugh and little mermaid to feel in love but not chicken little. The preview was fucking good...i love the watch c.little dances. But on the movie itself, it is not as good as how I expected it to be. The beginning is okay but the rest of the movie is basically crap. So i do not suggest you spending cash on watching it on the big screen, just get the B$3 dvd and watch it in the comfort of your home.

work has been a bitch. its fun but a bitch. seriously, i would suggest you to work in a place where you are happy, where you do not have anyone just getting just because they cant vent it out somewhere. it just isnt good for you.

life has been great...wooohoo!!...i'm loving the fact that im being more of a brat as the day goes by. I know this is not good but hey, its fun. don't worry it wont be long and I WILL grow up. *soon, i hope*

randomly..i swear my blogs now are just so random. I put everything together. not like its I do not have a life or anything but basically, its just that i do not blog regularly and I just do not really like to sit in front of the computer and just type out everything. although, i realised that this is a good place to vent out. haha. nope. not many people will be reading this.. i do not care. ha! as i have stated, i am only venting out here and killing my time at work *well trying to kill my time at work*.

fcuk...can anyone tell me where i can get the fcuk parfum for men? i saw the hers' one but i want the one for him. I need that for a christmas present for him. FUCK. its almost christmas, i'm counting my days till christmas and my parents still hasnt decided on where they want to go. damnit! I told my mom about the discounted rate for london and shes thinking that. I want! but my dad wants to go to brisbane. dude its lik summer there...maybe some other time dad? yea? But i'm still persuading my parents to go to london.. I want I want I want!...hehe...*Wishing*

Christmas list. I need help on this.. can someone help mE? so the list goes to:-

• parents
• siblings (1 brother/1sister-in-law, 2 sisters and 1 brother-in-law)
• nephews and nieces
• baby helbe (i know wat to give him, i just need to know where to get it)
  
• close relatives
• godparents
• friends

Damnit! i just realised thats alot!. oh well..i better get started with that..hmm.. ;)

been a while...

So its been a while since i've last posted here. Hey. u can't blame me. I had to blog somewhere else. ha. the tagboard does not work. damnit! i want my links to work as well. help is greatly appreciated.

u can read my past blogs at my xanga account, even if i do not blog there either..well i do not blog. period.

this is very random. I know. i'm still getting used to bloggin. i read others blog. they kill my time. i need to kill more time. therefore, i blog. bleh.

bummer. i want the second season of desperate houswives on dvd. fuck. who has it. i doubt its out yet, but if ever. please do let me know. i want to watch.

Picture ~ i love that picture of me being so manja at my booboo...hehe..yes be jealous of my great relationship. I know u will be jealous of me again. oh well i cant help but be me. haha!

phew...almost there...

phew.....a couple more and i'm finally through the IB....damn...just a couple more weeks.....a week before term break...then back in school for 2 weeks...then off for my exams....everything seems to go so fast...damn....argh...


things I still have to do..

• music investigation
• maths coursework

everything else....all done...hehehe...well except my orals...but that should be fine...

then the exams...argh...oh well...

okays im off...back to work..

muahhuggers

so...a quiz

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

just because

just because im bored....hehehe.....

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

boredom.....

stressed....i need something to take my stress out... :(

:stressed:

i feel so stressed....

i want a new layout....

fuck....

i can't stand IB no more...cant wait til i'm done and im off to my homeland...well supposedly... ;)

argh...me and my boy are argueing endlessly...somehow it strengthens our relationship...but after a while it just gets on my nerves...i fucking hate it...but yeah...im getting used to it... :)

anyhoots...im supposed to be doing work as ive got due dates...and fuck...havent started on some yet...a list on what im supposed to have finished..

• english world lit
• maths portfolio
• design and technology portfolio

okay...now im really stressed....but im kinda glad too cos like ive done the others...and met my deadline for

• extended essay
• theory of knowledge essay

hehehe... ;) just the others..and im almost done....after the three...ive got

• business coursework
• spanish oral (march7th)
• english oral commentary (february 17th)
• musical investigation

damn...a lot before the end...and i just realised...ive only got less than 7 weeks of school left... :( then exams.... argh...stressful...

anyhoots...gots to go..classes...

BOONISH: im so so so so sorry....i love u wuman..will b there to send u off...dont worry...

hmm....

been way ass busy for the past few days....no wait...these past few weeks...haven't been going out much except with my boyfriend.....(nope...not helbe...but marc)...yesh....me and helbe are history(for now)....but im with marc...will give updates on him soonish....anyhoots..yeah school has been a drag as in a drag...been havin exams....finishing courseworks, essays and all that....damn...been way way busy....I need to get a life....fuck

life is such a bore

damn...i think my life is a bore that i have nothing to do but just type here......oh well....hehehe...a waste of my time...

recently...

-been spending a lot of time with helbe....my beau....just goin places...staying home...talking...
-been credit-less...damn...
-been working my ass out...
-been studying...wow!
-umm.....a lot more...

haha...havn't been out in a while...not my prob...just a busy woman....oh well....dats how life is... :)

okay...im out...wanna know more...just mail me...

matettolentino@hellokitty.com

:. i'm back!!! .:

so....im back from my holidays.....well sorta...will only be dropping in here once in a while...ots the exams now...so yeah....


anyhoots...my holidays.....a blast....just stayed in Brunei...but like had a total blast....


- met a couple of new people....saiful....hmm...a couple more...
- christmas was a blast...spent it with family and friends...*thanks to those who came*
- new year....hahah...the best ever....*muahhuggers to my baby*

those were a couple of highlights...bah...will blog more...if ever i feel like if...but as of now...im outs...

muahhuggers....

happy new year to everyone...

gots to go zzzzzz......

okay...for those of u who actually comes here to read my crap...all im gonna say is....ive gots to go.....

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

for a while...will be back as soon as the stress level ain't so high anymore....

demands of the IB is here....

muahhuggers to those of u....and milabshu all....

say what???

i dont get it whats with people....not that i care or anything.....but "darls this is my space...my life...i mean i know you dont like me and all you want to do is diss me...but darlin' you know what i dont care...'cos to tell you the truth...people like you make me even stronger...you are the ones who inspire me to be who i want to me!"


its sad how people love to diss and all....not that i dont do that...but its just that people can't keep to their own....have your thoughts..but dont bother tellin' cos no one wants to listen...sorry...i bet you...no one wants to hear your thoughts thats y....oh-so-sad!!!


hmmm......anyhoots...other than my new visitor....life is good...well not really....i'm dead ass tired....i mean i've been out and about almost nightly with the parentals...plus school work...and all that crap....but then the weekend is for the friends....hahaha....can't wait for the weekend...


last night...had this carolling practice with kids...and it was fun....not that i love kids but they were sooo cute....i cant wait for christmas...the best time of the year....gifts and all....hahaha....i like!


anyways....before this gets way ass long..better bounce...got work to so....toodle-loo...*muahhuggers*


oh...to you....get a life..and try enjoyin it....i pity people like you!

:.fuck this shit!.:

i hate that motherfather bitch so damn motherfather much!!!!


argh.......now my exeat...what next....suspension??...wtf??...i dont do no shit in this fucking school.....motherfather!!!....i hate her....sooo motherfather muchos......i am sooo gonna not live like this...this aint my life....this aint all....she is sooo gonna get everything she asked for.....argh...kill this mother father bitch!!!!!



suicidal...yes....but not for me!!!.....for her!!!....she thinks she knows every single fucking thing....i dont think so...you mother father bitch!!!

hmm...

i'm finally 19!!!.....OMG!!...i feel so fucking old......mother father!!!....oh well....


anyhoots...had a party...some ppl came and i sorta enjoyed myself...wont be bothered to type who came....then like around 12 ish...we had games...and we lasted till 4:30am...hahahaa.....neat neat.....enjoyed myself...


sunday...went out with geon, then out to church, then out to gadong to have a drink with ben and freddy....


monday....stayed home...did work...went to church...then to gadong with yennied bunzzz...then met up with ben and freddy again....


tuesday....school.....gadong....home.....church....yayasan...for some kids party at jollibee.....*yawn*...


cudnt be bothered to type everything....so...i'm out......and will be for a while...muahhuggers...

:. me and me .:

gak...last day of school for the mid-term break....but its like no fun at all...somehow i'd rather be in school rather than being at home...cos i simply can't work when im at home....*damn*


Things to do for the mid-term break:
1) world lit by saturday-tomorrow!
2) international day dance tonight! - patrol =(
3) party!
4) design and technology porfolio
5) extended essay 2nd draft
4) business coursework 2nd draft
5) homeworks!!


damn!....so damn much!....in just one week....argh...wonder what i'm going to do....oh well...anyhoots..this week has been an aight week...tuesday went out with jeff for a movie: Resident evil:apocalypse...i'm suggesting everyone should watch it if you've watched the 1st resident evil...its good....as in damn good...then after the movie we went to ogh to meet up with my sister and her bunch of mates....drank a lil' bit of alcohol then home sweet home with good rest....wednesday went out again with jeff and mye..the sister..went to the mall...she had to do something there...then ended up going to chill for a drink with tinette and jojo....the usual peeps i'm with..and its fun...and now the weekend...damn! how sad....can't wait for tomorrow where i can go drinking!!...yayeness...*lets drink to that*


okay...so imma be boucning for now...but will be back as soon as i can and if ever i survive the workload that i have for the following week....byess.....*muahhuggers*

:. plain ol me .:

Life is good.......just when i thought everything was going down....everything seems to get back to its place....yayeness *damn haven't typed that in ages......


anyhoots....last nite was a blast....we had a surprise party for me daddy...then like we invited a couple of people we know...and the basketball team...well players that we know...which is like the whole team....anyhoots....me and daddy went to send my mom to church then went off to get some gas...when we arrived home me sister had everyone ready for the party and all...everyone was there...and when we arrived everyone was singing happy birthday....aren't me and my sister the sweetest daughters...hahaha!!!....then the party started...and so fun we had...then everyone left....but like at 1ish mike b, mike g, nani, chris corbs and bob came back for a another round of yummy food....hehehe...too bad cant have much food... *soup diet - given by the doctor for a week* and so we were chatting until like the wee hours of the morning...sad mike g has to go....he's cute...he was tryina chat me up and get me to eat..but sad i already brushed my teeth and was ready for bed when they arrived...so i didnt eat..but we talked a bit...hes hilarious but i can't really laugh...my tummy (well part of it) hurts! anyhoots....when they left....i went straight to bed!....


and now...the weekend!....argh.....sad sad....no one to chill with anymore...chris aint here... =(...oh well....gotta get my sister to chill somewhere for the weekend.....ha!...and get some work done.....hehehe...well till next time...byeee....*muahhuggers*

:. nothing but me .:

haizzz....this sucks....not this...but this.....*i know you don't get me*


I'm still stuck in school still waiting for abang sufri...and hopefully off to see Princess Diaries 2....I so can't wait to watch it... =)


Last night...well can't say it was a blast...but i miss chillin' as in just chillin'...sittin' and drinking....talking about everything and anything....damn... me, my sister, ate tnet, kuya eugene and chris...were chillin' at my place...then chris left early....*tired..yawn yawn*...then about 1ish mike, corbs, nani, rodell, bobi and this other dude came to the house...now that is when we all started to chill....mike, nani, corbs and rodell are like good friends of ours who happens to be on holiday...well not exactly holiday but like here for the shell rimula basketball tourney....and they were being such sweeties by coming over last night for a drink....the night was long...but it was fun...laughs and all...but we then started to reminise about last year and the previous year....damn...oh well..times change...hahaha...*i moved house*


anyhoots....other than that...me and my sister have been watching the shell rimula basketball tourney....no, not cos of the guys but cos of the game...its good..and i mean damn good...*last year was better*....anyways....thats wats been occupying me...and well chillin' with chris...which reminds me...he's leaving lunch time tomorrow for sg. then for uk....argh...i am soooo gonna miss that guy....he is such a sweetie...


okay, before i bore like the whole lot of you....imma go now...so till whenever...hahaha....*muahhuggers*


to ma taggers :
[teta]....nope...its chris as in chris low...my godbrother...hahaha...the chinese dude who used to go to JIs...then moved to uk??but chris brown, i must say...hes hot....hahahaha....wish it was him...hahahaha *miss u lots wuman*
[izzah]...nope...not kris..but chris...when are u coming back here??? miss na kita...
[joenah]....i know.....miss u lots....*muahhuggers*

:. back in the game called love .:

gak.....


I THINK I'M IN LOVE!!!!


this is sooo not right....i'm feeling all these emotions right now....and like i don't know if its good but hell...i dont really care...i'm loving this fact....but yes...i'm stayin out of relationships...and thats a fact!....well for a while that is....hahahha


so...back to my life...i've been spending most of my time with chris....who just came back from uk...hotter than ever...i must add....damn...hahahaha.....but yeah...he's cool...a nice person to talk to...like all the time....we talk about anything and everything....other than spending most of my time with him...i've been in school...and home with my family....hahaha....spending quality time....*yeah right* nah....


so....hahaha....i'll blog...when i actually have something to blog about...but for now...my mind is blank...


Love me lots...hahaha....and love u all lots too..*muahhhuggers*

:.lunch hour sucks.:

argh.......figgin' argh.....LUNCH HOUR SUCKS!!!!

i swear...this is sooooo not me......i don't like what is happening to my friggin' life!....i miss my babyfarker....i was just goin' through my english lit text during my english class...and there i found her letter!!!!....argh....babybooonzzzzz.....i soooo need you down here in friggin' brunei!!!....gawd.....u know u are the only one who can help cheer me up and everything!....argh....i miss u....i miss him....i miss abgzzz.....i'm missing every one and no one knows it....oh well...not like they give a fuck!


i see the old people i used to hang with, the feelin aint just the same no more....u guys don't get it...u dont know what has been happening with me....ITS NOT MY FAULT!!!!! thank god yennie bunzz is back...i missed her too farkin' lots too...she was one of the few people who i can cry on to....gawd! i miss everyone who has walked in and out of my life recently....especially u!....i may not want to admit it but yes i miss u!!!...among all people but why you!....no not YOU!...but you! it irritates me 'cos everytime i want to do something, it would remind me of YOU!....argh, the malls, the places, the drinks! gawd!....no!!!!.....i hate this part!....i'm leaving but you are not! leave me alone!...i need that...i seriously do!!!! please !!!


alright, before i start gettin all irritated and all...and start to tear up again and reminise about my lovely past...i should go....but before that.....nina and nana....hi *muahhuggers*

:.back in school.;

2nd day back in school and it hasnt been as how i expected it to be....not hell...but better! i guess its cos i've done some work during the holidays...yes, i sat my ass down in front of my school work during the holidays.

anyhoots, life hasnt been that bad...a couple of ups and downs, but so far, i have been happy and the decisions that I have been making has been making me really happy. I know i have regretted some, but then again when i think of it, it aint worth regretting 'cos i know at least i have tried. =)

In the past 2 days, i have been in and out of the hospital, monday, was there for a check up then on tuesday, was there for blood test if i have annemia??? like me annemic?, i don't think so...but oh well, what the hell, never know. was so scared during the blood test....gak, but it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be so.....

Besides hospital and school, i have been getting some of my much needed sleeps both in the afternoon and at night...loving it! but somehow i am able to get some work done so its all good.....sad bit is, i dont have my laptop now...well i do but its at the hospital =( so i am stuck with my brothers pc which no one uses... =( i want my baby back!!! oh well another couple of days =)

taggers!!!
boonish:- i love u lots woman!!
kak cil:- will msg u asap....love u too....
iyra:- thanks for droppin me some <33 much needed =) <33 u lots too...

to everyone...*muahhuggers*

the past few weeks

Life isn’t as unfair as we think it really is. There are some things in life that is good but we think it really isn’t. There are some happenings in our life in which we don’t expect or don’t want to happen. For some reason, I, have been thinking about what has been happening in my life for the past few weeks.

It all started when I started to hang around my sisters and their friends. They are one unbelievable group of people that I know. These are the people who taught me to grow up; they taught me part of who I am today. I am grateful that they are my friends as well. I love the fact that they do not disregard because of my age. Yes, I am way younger than all of them and all of them are already working while here I am still in school and enjoying it. I was starting to hate school because of the workload but then to come think of it, I am pretty lucky that I’m still in school because I get to enjoy life as well.

So, this bunch of people that I have been out and about with most of the time are not workaholics but they make sure that their work is done, but are fun-aholics (if there is such word). They love to enjoy the pleasures of life *let’s drink to that*.

The best thing about being with them are the fact that when you are feeling depressed or whatever is putting your spirit down, someone is always there to cheer up whoever is down. There is always someone there anytime you need a friend. We always as in always make up occasions just so that we could enjoy each and everyone’s company. *anniversary, birthdays* There was never a time that I spent with them that I didn’t enjoy and I have never regretted the late night sleeping, the sessions, the f.ts’ , chilling, basically everything that we do.

I used to think that life is all about pain and suffering. Well sure, we do suffer as well but up to a certain point. We also enjoy life but when we do, we don’t usually realize that we are already enjoying our life and only realize it in the end. How sad is that? Oh well, all I can say is that whatever it is, just be happy and take things as they come and think of that future not just the present.

*this is for the menglait association* Thanks for everything!

they are the ones who have made me happy these past few weeks...thanks you sooo much....love u all lots and lots!!!

:. out and about .:

woooooaaaaahhh!!!! its been a while since i've blogged here. sorry! i've been uber busy with my life and when i get back home i'm uber tired already and so i tend to fall asleep! ha! what an excuse!

 
anyhoots! Last WEDNESDAY   me was out like practically the whole day! gawd....so tiring this whole week. I was out and about with my siblings and a couple of my sisters friends like the whole nite and that nite ended in the morning at like umm.....2am! Baby, Abg Lanny and Abg Farisan came and picked me up at like 8ish *i think* then we left for Boonish's place...then we were off to gadong to do some walking....hahahaha! after gadong it was ARENA time baby!.....we went to arena to meet up with my siblings and her friends. Original plan was to drop me off but no they stayed and played pool.....After arena, the guys dropped me off to CHILLs in gadong 'cos me siblings went there first and I just followed. Then HOME SWEET HOME we went after like 1am...hahaha...but eugene, tinette, bri, turk*dunno his name*, diman and lim came along to our place to do some booze drinking baby!....hahaha...and the morning ended at 2:30ish....

 
THURSDAY...got up at 8ish and left my crib at 9ish *umi, aisya and maya came to pick me up* and headed for the airport. We were supposed to meetup with boons at the time but she wasnt there yet but hadi was, so we went to express and ate. Then baby, abg lanny and abg farisan came and joined us. After a while BOONISH came and we were all 'we are not goin to cry' hahahaha....and so we didnt. After sending boonish off we *maya, aisya, baby, hads, abg lanny and  abg farsan* went off to gadong.....stayed there till lunch time then like before we left gadong Boonish messaged me that she was already in gadong. *missing u to the max darlin*  came home and did some bummin' around then like around 8ish diman came and picked me and my sisters up, went to riverview to meet up with hong then off to sugar and spice we went for dinner. Eugene and Tinette followed us after a while then off to gadong we went for pool *decided that arena was just no the place that nite* . The nite ended at around 12ish then home sweet home we went.

 
FRIDAY....a sooo boring day i tell u. Didnt do no nothing but bum around the WHOLE day!....gawd...i said i was gonna do some school work...maybe later! hahaha...then like at nite me and my parents went to gadong for some SHOPPIN....hehehe....bumped into a couple of people...and my baby, abd lanny, hads and abg lanny.  okay i am not mentionin any other names...'cos sooo not even important! Then like me was soo bored watched like a series of movies...gawd! how sad.....hmm....oh welsh....

 
and so thats how my week went!...hahaha.....bah im outs....*muahhuggers*

:. i'm feelin' so good .:

i said to myself i'd blog last night when i got home about how my day went and all...but nah.....was tired and I needed to do something better like reading my world lit text and so i did.


hahahaha.....random thinking here ;)


Tuesday - 20th July 2004

 
I was bumming, well tecnically bumming cos when i got up did my part of the chores then when mommy came home she told me to arrange these papers and so I did and now all i'm waiting for is the correct answers for me to be able to mark them :) hahaha....then around 5ish me and mommy went for a walk down the road then to the back of this school *dunno the name* we did a lil' bit of joggin'. I like!!! hehehehe....finally got some exercise for me! While joggin Aisyah dearest gave me a buzz and asked me to come over for dinner cos its like *supposedly* a farewell dinner for the boonie boonzzz, yes darls we loves u lots and lots :)


Came home took a quick shower...got bored so i actually fixed my hair...for what seemed the first time in umm......hahahaha....ages!! i dont fix my hair anymore! then umi and aisyah came and pick me up....dropped me off their place and they went off to pick my boy up from baz's place ;) Boonish came, then more people started to come. Finally DINNER.....i tell u this is one of the most yummiest food i had in a while....yummy berabis... ;)  I was practically eatin' soo much, but yeah had to watch what i eat. There were all sorts of food....and the yummiest dish was the pasta with scallops and prawns, the other yummy ones are salmon, mashed potatoes, prawns, chicken....and the desert!! damn...talking about food making me hungry...and i'm just waiting for my sister to finish cooking our roasted chicken for lunch...*yum yum*


Around 10ish Umi, maya, ben and Baby sent me home :)....home sweet home....by the time i arrived home, the family was just haing dinner. NO, I didnt join them but i sat down with them and talked :) then after dinner...mummy had the urge to go to the night market...and she had to drag me along.... haizz~ tired but it felt good to be spendnig time with the parentals once in a while....but when we got home she went all MENTAL...gak~ what is wrong with people nowadays....sooo mental~ not good noh!


So that was my day yesterday~ Monday was boring like hell...so wont even be bothered to talk about that! And today, I'm not even sure what i'm going to do except i'll be goin out with my mommy later when she gets home, or something that's what she told me last nite :) Then I'll prolly get back to more *pukes*Studying!


*thought of the day*
I'm feeling so good, no reason for me to feel good but i just do! I feel loved! *muahhuggers*
 
 

:. WOOOOO.: /added

wow.....hehehehe....a new whatchamacallit??....hehehehe...i think this is soooo cool..... (say what???)..nyahahahha..
 
 
boredom.....haizzz....random post here....
 
 
currently chatting with beelz and izzah, two my closest friends..but they dont know each other...anyhoots..im just waiting for time to pass.....gak....boredom..and the weather is soooo nyaman to sleep in but i just woke up....like 3-4 hours ago....so...umm.taking the idea of sleeping offf......NOOO.....no more sleepin in the afternoon...m gonna get ma ass working...promise!!
 
 
i've actually started on some of my school work...(what-am-i-thinking??)...finished my research for my business coursework and for my extended essay...starting to re-read my world lit texts and other texts, started on my maths....GAWD....i don't do work...nooo...not me!! but i am....hehehhe...somehow i'm shooo proud of myself...
 
 
SAD....thats what i'm feeling now...gawd, i just hate it when i have to send my friends off and Boonish is leaving me already :( hmph!!....dun like as in dun like!!! then kak cil  is leaving again....but i know she'll be back soonish..ya kak?? haizzz...life...
 
 
YESTERDAY.....saturday...went out with jet in the afternoon....bonded with my long lost neighbour...hahaha....then met up with baby and hadz, chilled and walked around for what seemed ages, bumped into people...the usual gadong faces....boredom!!...then i found out that i was literally stuck there, gawd! but then eventually someone came and picked me up to go to ate annie's birthday bash in naja's house...overflowing of alcoholic drinks, overflowing of smokes....ordinary ones :) hehehehe....i was kinda wasted...NOT!!! hehehe...i shoooo enjoyed my nite!! heheheh...then kak cil and abg sal slept over.and before we slept abg sal made us watch PONTIANAK...hell no!!..good thing i was like literally not watchin the movie....hehehhe...wud watch it wen i have someone to hug..but not last nyt :(....oh welsh... :(....
 
 
okay...me thinks this post is getting shooo long.... but who cares....
 
 
i'm sick!!!....i dont like.....down with fever and flu :( not good at all.....my whole back and ass has been lyin down the whole day....and its not doin me any good at all i tell u! its making the situation worst...so imma be doin more stuffs so me ass wont just be stuck on the couch in front of the teevee or in front of the laptop :( gawd...i hate being sick!!!

 

hehehe...bah m outs...
 
 

:. but why me?? .:

i was wondering how life is....and like i'm currently chatting with a childhood friend... Marco....and OMG!!...i didnt know life is that cruel..hehehe..kiddin' marco....but yeah...life is cruel...GAK!!!.....its like i see it this way...and other ppl see it that way..totally different from myn...gawd...i miss it when i didnt bother about all these things...but now i guess i do...i'm growing..still learnin...but im accepting facts about how life is... oh welsh...thats just how its got to be....then i'm gonna be accepting it....for all i care...i know i live my life for me...and not to make 'em happy..kay maybe i do care..but just this tiny bit!!...i am sensitive to...i just dont show it...ppl who knows me well should know that...


anyhoots...instead of me goin on and on about how ppl see me...i should stop...and STOP being judgemental...okay...wil try ma best.....hehehhe....


bah im out...tired....hehehhe...

:.Honey.:

okay i think i'm way behind with movies and all....blame that to my tyt sched man...so i watched like 3 friggin' movies this afternoon...until now the teevee is on...gosh...wat a movie maniac i tell u...but i dont get to do this all the time...


so...was watching like Till there was u, Honey, Hellboy ...good movies i tell u..but i liked honey the best...hehehe...i love the dancing and all...me likes...i love dancing... ;)


haizzz...life is boring...however, i'm supposed to be spendin at least 6hours on school work and all...i tried...trust me i have...but it aint workin that much...i'm lucky me rents dont force me to lock maself in ma room...damn imma die if i stay there for long...but then i love ma room...hell ma room is ze best....


last nite izzah and jasmine gave me a surprise visit...goos thing me wasnt in a huge ass tee that i'm usually in...ehehehe....well we had this long ass gurl talks...about me life, their lives and all...haven't seen them in ages....gak....i missed my gurls soooo much...we used to chil...wait...me and izzah hated each other...hehehe..but we are all good now...shes one of my closest friend...someone i trust.. ;) then after talking we just had to eat...hunger baby...and the food my sister cooked was nyaman berabis....hehehehe....irya darling u know wat i mean...


anyhoots....m off....have to chat with my mates...hehehe...bah to everyone.... me loves u all

:.life.:

Today is just one of those days where everything went so-so...boredom!!! but hey it wasnt that bad either...something i like happened...like finally they opened their eyes to the truth...without me getting involved in it...so yeah...


I'm missing the boy soooooo bad..i swear...okay...so we were together the whole day..but we had those ups and downs...but it wasnt as bad...but still!!...we separated and i wasnt feeling oh so good...its like as if something was bothering him but not telling...can someone please tell me when something is going on...i seriously hate being the last person to know...i do!!!


Yesterday....went out with the Fucker clan...thats babyfucker, skyfucker, windfucker(me), dustbinfucker, flowerfucker, chairfucker, tablefucker, slutfucker...i hope i didnt forget anyone...okay....well these weren't the only ones in the fucker clan...but the rest couldnt make it... its all good....we all missed the other fuckers!!...promise we do!!!.....


anyhoots....this post is for Babyfucker, chair fucker, vondutch fucker (abg lanny which fucker are u again??...hehehehe).....u guys are the best...thanks u guys oh soooo much...u guys rock!!!.... I love u guys soooo much....

okay...i'm out...will post again laters....*muahhuggers*

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WOOOO!

hhehehhe...hihi....i come from mars and u do not know me and you'll never will MuAHaMuAhA....i come in peace!!!n me name iz pwyncess n im serious!!!!!abt me name mauAhAmuAhA

:.Happiness.:

gak...i felt sad for nothing....nyahahahahaha.....


I'm shoooo happy today... :)


baby is still sick...tapi wat to do?....oh well...just get well ya baby??...


anyhoots....i've been having the best day of ma life.....well sorta... :) me had the presentation thingy today for my EE....and okay...i cant say it's that bad...but it went okay but not as good as i wanted it to be... :(

gak...tired...

i wanted to post longer but m just tooo lazy...

bah i'm out....(if ever i'll post later again ;)

Haz...oists.....me cudnt care less wat u think...

can i say cry??.....

:'(

i want to cry....wait....i am crying..i hate feeling like this, the whole world is coming down on me!!! nooooo......

i hate my life....i hate me...i hate everything that is going on in my freaking life!!!!

crying wont make me feel better as it bever does....argh...i hate feeling like this...probably the only way that would make me feel better is that to hurt me again....

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.........................its not supposed to be like this!!!!

Die!!

:.happiness.:

I miss u oh sooooooooo much


anyways...that was not meant for anyone in particular...it was me and my random thinkin :)


hmm...just got back from a scruptious dinner with Lisa, Gina, Gerry and YENNIE BUNZ....damn i miss hanging out with them....we went for dinner at Sugar and Spice...then off to Taurean Cafe we went..for ice cream....nyamanzzz i tell u....*yummie* and the talk that we had was good....damn its been ages since ive had talks like those... :)

anyhoots...umm...about missing people...yesh, i do miss random people, my best friend, my closest ever friends from school and the list goes on..but i miss this particular person. a person i've been longing to talk to..but i know it aint gonna happen soon...oh welsh..its all good...i'm happy for that person... ;)


I'M HAPPPPPPPYYYYYY

shouts to my taggers!!!

Beelzzz thanks a bunchies wuman....i got it fixed...:0 hehehee....
Zah thanks wuman...i'm lovin the layout too..out tayo soon ha...miss na kita...
to my other taggers!!...thanks for visiting the site

love u all lots and lots and lots...muahhuggers...

:. WOOO .:

psst....finally a nu layout! took me ages to get this thing rite..ask dian, she knows...ive been bugging her...even beelzz...oh welsh...sorrie for being me!!

i can say this layout rocks...cool eh...i know its too pink and all...but yeah..i like pink..but at least this isnt shoooo feminine like the other pinks that i know ;) okay...imma stick to this layout till...umm....i dunno when....nyahahahaa....

anyhoots...

okay since ive last blogged....ive done shoo much....*omg!* can u actually believe the fact that i've been shoo rajin nowadays..like wtf?...school is about to end in exactly 3 days...well not counting tomorrow....WOOOO!!! cant wait for the hols...will bum for a while then will prolly do more school work..gak..!! shoo weird..nothing to do...hmm..well i do have tons and tons of 'holiday homework'...i just shoo hate it when teaches call it dat..its like ruining ma holiday.... oh welsh..

argh...im like shooo pissed....i spent the whole nite fixing this layout...and taking care of kids that i wasn't able to do anything else...sad sad...oh welsh, i'm just not the kind of person who does more than two things at once :(i gotta learn how..teta...i know ur good at this one...

Saturday nite...and i didnt go jalan...like wtf?..oh welsh....hehehe...had things to do...yeah rite..my siblings sooo ruined my nite...they didnt say they were going out...gosh man!..please give me an earlier note that i have to take care of the kid... but its all good 'cos like i was out the whole nite last nite...and it was shooo damn fun..hehehe...chilled with ma gurlfriends....i misshed u guys shoo muchos....went out with fizzieee, qeelzz, fizziee's younger sister, aisyah and maya...the moment we reached gaydong, i headed straight for ZaZa to check out what the boyfy was doin...amazingly he was having a hair cut!!...gak...never thought he'd do it without telling me....or me buggin him to do it...*baby me loves u*..then we were roaming around gadong like the whole day...finally went home like at 9ish...haizz..tired!!!

okay...i'd blog about today too..but nothing much happened...so yeah...

ATTENTION to all my readers!!! i have an announcement...hahahaa....IZA is now gonna join me...so lets all welcome her!!!

okays...now shoutouts to my taggers:-
Dian:-...heres ma updates...hehehe...u know me is a busy wuman!!

QiQi:-...loved the time i spent withchu yesterday....and shorrieee...me loves u wuman!!

Qool:-...hmm...matet=slut..i dont think thats an equation..i'll give u a better equation Matet=Bitch...as in Beautiful Intelligent Talented Caring Honest

zah:-...psst...wuman...missing u!!!

iyra:-....me missh u guys to the max....psst....i like ur layout *hint hint*

mimi:-..thanks u...hehehe... :) im still workin on it..

okay i'm out

:. lifes a rollercoaster .:

omg!....just yesterday i finally talked to beelzzz, i swear i haven't talked to this wuman in a long long time...i missed u sooo damn much...like a freaking muthafucker!!...it was really funny cos me, boonish, bildo and choonah were talking about different Johns.....hehehe..soo funny i tell u...then it had to end...

Bildo...u get well soonish ya??....boonish....jalan again...hehehe...

anyways, currently chatting with Baby, Abang Lanny and syafeee....i was chatting witn dian but i dunno wat happened to her..oh welsh...i miss u wuman!

anyhootsss, ive been such a bum lately...i swear, i mean saturday...i didnt go to school, they had their sports day...HOTNESS!! so it was a mega NO-NO!!...but then like at nite...i went jalan...until around 11ish...was in gaydong with my sister and her group of friends first then they left so i chilled with a couple of people i know....around 7ish Boonish came.. then ppl started showing up....i missed my baby sooo damn much...but he came to see me...even if i know he was sooo tired from his 2 day trip to miri with his boys...then abang lanny came...and we chilled at West Street Cafe....dang....i missed that place sooo much. Mas was asking me to chill with him in this new cafe called solitude, tapinya, I didn't have time...next time ya?...hehehe...Alvin was being such a doll by sending me back home...thanks dearies... ;)

the whole of sunday....i was just dead asleep...my mom was sooo pissed at me i tell u...but then again...we were okay at the end of the day..cos we went for a mother-daughter bonding...well with daddy on the side...we went to the mall...shopped...hehehe..i miss those days when it was just the 3 of us....dang!...call me an attention seeker..but i do miss bonding with my mom and my dad...havnt been doing that since everyone came... haiz...thats just how life is... :)

today...nyahahhaha..boring..school was dead boring...but during break...and our free time...i played..SCRABBLE with ppl...nyahahaa..soo much fun!...i won!!!... yes humphrey i'm good in it ....then tonight...had that awards ceremony crap..it was okay...baby came...then Abg Lanny ..haiz...abg muiz i like ur hair!!!

bah im out!

Muahhuggers

Shouts to my Taggers!
Kak Cil :- Muahhuggers to u too...love u lots kak

Yuiho:- its all good...dont worry about it...

River_phoenix:-...miss u gazillions wuman!

teta:-...miss na miss na kita...balik ka na dito!

bah...byessss

:.woah.:

woah...its been almost a week since i've last blog...nyahahaha..ive just been tooo toooo lazy as well as tooo tooo busy...haiz, life is such a bitch nowadays, but who fucking cares...nyahahhaa!!

since ive last blogged, ive been doing sooo much....u'd be surprised with what ive been up to.

Wednesday, went for this group 4 project field trip in Kampong Ayer, well instead of doing bullshit we hanged around in Bandar for what seemed forever. Joshings, treated me to lunch...*muahhuggers* Thanks u ;) no not you joshua lew..but joshua goh, it was hilarious because after that we went to giordano for some modelling stunt...nyahahaha...trisha did most of it...but serene and me, did a lil ourselves too....then back to school we went ;)

Thursday, boring boring boring..until i went out with d' sisters and ocean. we were off to gadong by around late 7ish, then met up with Khalid and abang Lanny, *to those peeps i forgot to msg m so so sorry...i'll make it up to u*. Around umm....8ish Bruce, Jeff and Rob joined us in Chill cafe. Then around 9ish..moved somewhereto just chill....the night was fun until...SHE had to destroy it as wat she demands cant be done...like *fuck woman get ur fucking act right...you know that he cant be there for u always..hes got a fucking girlfriend...*

Today...nyahhahaha...woke up soo fucking early..like its a FRIDAY...but NOOO...i had this group 4 trip again...but we only chilled so it was all good ;)...

i'd shout out to my taggers..but apparently i've been taggin there..so yeah..sorry u guys...no shoutouts to u yet....but *muahhuggers* to all of u.

okay i'm out...

no wait...

if you wanna be somebody, if u wanna go somewhere, then u better wake up and pay attention -quote from Sister Act 2

okay now im really out...

miss u like a mother fucker u babyfucker

byessss

:.Freedom.:

i sooooo love this word...freedom, this doesnt mean freedom from the parentals or whatever...but freedom from everything....

i was just in this youth conference thingy for the whole weekend, i assumed it to be boring..but it was worth it in the end...i swear..it really was, i enjoyed every single bit of it. i felt scared to actually go, i was technically forced to go and at some point i chose to go as well ;) [in which im very proud of]. the first day was all get to know the group and all and have fun, the day was suppose to end my us watching Braveheart, that Mel Gibson movie but there were som technical problems so we ended up watching it on the 2nd day. the movie was ayts i guess but it really isnt my kind of movie. the 2nd day ended with a disco, it was fun to the max but unfortunately, ppl here dont know how to rave...sad sad sad....but it was good... the last and 3rd day ended earlier than the rest of the days, it ended up lke past 2. the day ended with awards ceremony and my group, ABRAHAM'S NATION won the braveheart challenge...the braveheart challenge was one of the funnest things that happened...we had games like water balloon fights, obstacle races, treasure hunts and a couple more in which i cant remember...theres were the only ones i took part in... ;)

anyways, after the Braveheart, youth conference in church. my sister, ate mye asked me to chill with her at Lizzie's cafe, she loves that place shooo much, dunno why though. i messaged baby to join us and he did after a couple of hours. ate mye then decided to watch a movie at the mall, so mall we went to watch Chronicles of Riddick, i was shoo tired from the conference that i fell asleep in the movie house...what a waste! i saw one of my closest ever friend in the movies...gak...i miss u shoo much wuman! then home i went....and i just flopped in bed after that.

today...school...hmm...i woke up pretty late for school... oh welsh, at least i got there on time ;) i was sooo happy cos i got my dt paper back and i got more than i expected and so Ms. Akhtar moved me to higher level....she said I have confidence in you! this is something i dont usually get. then for break me, johnson and trisha went to eat breakfast at some restaurant and for some reason me and trish just wasn't up for eating. after school...lazed around a bit, i felt sooo damn tired but i ended up doing some school work.

Shoutouts to my taggers:-
Yuiho, dont u find it hilarious and sad that she doesnt have anything better to do? i guess she really doesnt have a life!
Dan, as i've said earlier in one of my posts, i dont care if anyone hates me because u see dan dearie, i lived 18 years existing and surviving without them and so i can still live without them.
Michelle dearie, i'm just sooo glad that you keep coming back here...hope to read from u soonish ;)

okay im out, back to work i go ;)

*muahhuggers*

:. likes and loves .:

There are things in this world that ain't worth wasting time for and there are things that are good to spend quality time for

hate the haters for all i care for i dont hate...i dislike and these are two different words with two different meaning

okay...

i'm out

i'll post proper when i have the time ;)

:.nyahahahahahahahaha.:

this is sooo hilarious....i mean gosh....dont u think its funny how people who dislikes u goes to your blog and reads them....sad sad sad...don't they have better things to do with their precious time??...i guess not....hahahaha....another funny this is...people just blames u out of the blue for no fucking reason...i mean..dude...hate for all i care...cos it aint affecting me....why should it?? please refresh my mind....oh..and me scared...nyahahaha....thats another funny shit....hahahahaha.....*laughs out sooo damn loud*

anyways, i've finally watched Harry Potter...damn...it wasnt up to my expectations..but it was worth watching it...i went with the family...and it felt good...as in damn good as this is a very rare occasion...after the movies we went for dinner...the next day...i had my Business and Management Exams...damn..didnt even study much for it...but *hopefully* i did okay... ;)

today...hmm...what did i do??....hmm....ooohhh...slept sooo fucking late last night...like at 4am...with my bro...he left this morning....*miss u loads already kuya* damn...i dont even know when i'm gonna see him again...off to the airport we went around 10ish...then went out for lunch...then off to gadong i went with maya and aisyah...then after a while...hads msged...so we met up with him, chilled at the zone..got bored...walked around the mall, got even more bored...went back to the zone...damn Brunei has no where to go...oh welsh ;) bumped into a couple of people i know...but no one special...the boy is still in miri...*baby if your reading this...i miss you*
tonight...had that Summer Sounds thingy....Boring...so i wont even say anything about it... ;)

taggers dearies....umm..i've already replied u on the tagboard...so i doubt i have to say anything here...but to josh....funny eh?...hehehe....u know wat i mean boy ;)

im hungry and its late...so i'm out

*muahhuggers*

:. suck the tags as they aint hurting me .:

well what can i say?... my dissers so happen to enjoy everything in here...well not that i care much..hehehe...it just entertains me.. ;)

didnt blog for the weekend...hahaha...too busy

this is how it went...

Saturday
went for this flag ceremony over at the 'ang bahay',its the residence of the Philippine ambassador here....had to wear formal clothes...it was like at 7am...hello?...still in bed??....oh welsh....went..but everything was worth the waking up..cos the food was delicious...*yum yum*...after that...had to go for my music exam...which happened to be crap..oh welsh...just hope i pass in it.. ;) then the whole afternoon...had a whole family bonding..which felt nice..cos we are barely at home like all of us together...as we are all busy people....yesh...dissers....we have a life!

Sunday
haha...i loved this day...i guess i was just way tooo tired with everything...as in everything... all i did was sleeep....yesh...finally got my much needed sleep... ;) studied a bit of business...but not too much..but i did.. ;)

then today...here i am...reading what people has been bitching about in my site...but do i care??... hell no! unbothered...i mean why should i?...i have more things to do with my life than be bothered about useless people who wont tell the truth about themselves...sad sad...

okay...enough about this crap...i want a coffee milkshake!!!!

nyahahahaha....

shouts to my taggers:-
i'd like to do this one by one..but i havnt much time...so imma make this for all of u
well these are for those who are worth hollering at... *love u all lots*

okay...im out...

:.loving the attention.:

somehow...i'm loving the fact that these taggers of mine have given me great attention...thank you..greatly appreciated...sadly enough...i haven't much time in noticing it...except those from the people i love and know...i mean if u wanna tag about me and khalid..or whoever..please tell me who u are...why keep the personality..that is just way childish...i swear... ;)

anyways...

i'm currently chatting with dian, who apparently is so no liking my taggers, well honey as i've said before and im going to say again, 'i dont care shit...because i have a life to live unlike theirs...and i know that they are sooo jealous of my beauty...haha... am i right or am i right?

oh well...

i swear i had soo much fun today...bonded with mommy like the whole day...i miss doing that...oh welsh...my time is back baby!! we went to fratinis for this pizza making session...then ate...*yum yum*...then went for a lil' shopping round the mall...yayes...mummy got me a discman...hahaha...i feel like a real brat...oh well...then like the whole afternoon...me and mum were just talking about everything and anything...i mish those times...

okay...enough about my day...now..shout out to my taggers...[who are worth to be spoken to]

river_phoenix...you know that i dont care...love u too... *muahhuggers*

angel...*muahhhuggers*...need not get pissed off...my dear angel...cos i dont care ;)

izzah...yeah see u soon...and i sooo need to see u...miss u shooo much darls...can i link u here??...and yess...will teach you how to make a site like this one.. ;)

boon li...darls...leave them be...they havent a life to live...pity them..at least we know people are actually stting eyes on us...hehehe...and what do they know about us??...nothign right?...gosh...i pity them as they are sooo jealous of what we have... see u soon babe ;)

Liz...yeah the password works..thanks..saw it...love your site...love the layout...well about my taggers...im letting them be...as it aint annoying me at all..actually i'm loving the fact that they interested in my life as they come here and read my blogs ;)

well i guess thats it for today...i've got a big day tomorrow...so i'm out

i want a coffee milkshake from lizzies...

back to studying

*muahhuggers*

im bag in blogging...hehehe...

EXAM...so not good...mandarin not good...i swear...it killed my ib grades...ish man...but the rest...hopefully i did good in them...oh well...its over and done and i cant do anything about it no more...

well....due to the stress that i am currently having from my exams...i cut my hair...yes i did...not too short though..but its shorter for about 5 inchs or so...and im glad i did...my head now feels a lot lighter...hehee...and soon imma dye me hair..not too sure of the colour yet though...but definitely not blond..that was soo 1998...

currently talking with jeff...and marco, who is my neighbour..haizz..why do i even bother...hehehe..kiddin koya you know i love you...hehehe..

i'm not really supposed to be bloggin now...cos like...imma suppose to be strudyin...so i'm gonna go back to my studying...but before that....

shout out to my taggers...

HAHA...i know you have nothing better to do...well make a site of your own....but then again...i'd like to thank you for visiting my site...i feel so blessed that you came and visited...as i know someone is paying attention to me...;)..i aint mad at you or whatever...and whatever khalid says...well thats his opinion not myn...okay?... but yea...i'd like to say thank you..and hope to see more of your tags... ;)

YUCK...well what can i say...at least i aint s ugly as u..but as ive said to HAHA...thank you for visiting my site...and you are most welcome to come back again ;)

Khalid..thanks for defending me...you know i love you...*muahhuggers baby*

frenlezz...yeah..long time no see...lets chill ya?

vokal..you know i dont give shit...because i welcome them...words don't hurt me no longer.. ;)...im way past that age...these are prolly one of the year 10-ers in our school...who is sooo jealous of me...ryt vokal?

celia...you know i loves u too kak...mish u gazillions kak...*muahhuggers*

izzah...thanks...me did this myself...hehehe...u like?...miss u...

babyboonzzz...haizz..what to do...im famous...hahaha....they all love me...especially the one who is tagging...hehehe... ;)

maya..darls..me loves u lots too...u too take care... ;)

i was just going thru random pics and i saw this...then i ut it up on my msn as my display...one of my friend was like...hey i like this pic..so since im like lacking out of blogss...i myt as well put up pics hee...

im bored!..
i should be...STUDYING

okays...


someone jst told me to put this up in here...
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okay i'm out...

STUDYING

i said i was gonna go for a while and not blog..but i can get bored...

hahaha...im suppose to be studyin..i dont know why im not....i swear i'll be dead for my e.lit paper2 tomorrow..

not feeling too good today...havnt talked to HIM for like what..the whole day...argh...not good...

currently chatting with boonish...gurl...live life...and be happy...dun regret what has happened....regret on things u wish u did but didnt do...

okay...i'm blank...

i'm out..

haizz...

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hmmm.. i'm boreddd.. heheh... well... another week of skool then holidays... yayes! matet's havin exams so she wont blog for a while.. hehhe.. so i'll be blogging then.. hahahah.. god damn i'm so tired... been really really tired for the past few days... eh gila eh like this... need to sleep mann... alright then... i better get goin... laters..

i love you baby.. :) -khalid

phew~ so tired man...i swear...i havent been this tired in a long long time...oh welsh...its all good ;)

Today was such a hectic day...but last night was fun....hehe..although there are lots of ups and downs about last night...it went pretty well :)

last nite...me went with jett to gadong...and as expected there would be a lot of people that i know there....phew~..but it was all good...cos i havn't really been spending quality time with these people...and yes i love all of them ;)

today...me had to wake up extra early to leave before 7am...so yeah...my dad woke me up at like 6am..and i slept at what time?? 5am??....hello?..zzz is badly needed here...oh welsh..its all good...it was fun...went to the manggis centre for that 106th Philippine Independence Day celebration...it was tiring but great fun...for once i actually did something useful ;) ...from like 7am...til about 2ish...i was selling food and drinks...yesh selling well i got me trophy for the scrabble tourney...then i mc-ed for the so called Brunei Idol for the filipinoes here...so yeah....and now here i am....

argh...exam stress

i'm out

STUDY

hmm..a new layout...neat eh?...yesh...i did all the codings by myself...hehehe..took me awhile....well i did get some help from crew-la-vokal...he was being a dear...so yeah...but this layout is still under construction....but its better than nothing ryt?...

a totally different look from my old one...hahaha...

oh and to the commentors will get the comments thingy fixed once i get to it yea?...hehhe..sorry..but for now..the tag-board will do...

*muahhhuggers*

:. why? .: ~edited

why is it that people are sooo bothered about me...hmmm..this is pretty interesting....as no one has ever paid that much attention to me before...well adviCer dear..thank you for your concern...and no this is not sarcastically if thats what you are thinking...yes...im thanking you......its greatly appreciated...

i don't know what to blog about...haiz..life well...its been a great rollercoaster ride...and im still riding that rollercoaster...

well till later...

batt died

okay....i'm back..and with the power supply on instead of the batt...so nope it wont die now...anyways....after my blog this afternoon....i went out with jett this afternoon to gaydong....i swaer it was soo empty today...yes we bumped into a couple of people..but that was just about it...so yeah....*boring*...well not like i was there to chill...i was there to do some schoolwork...hahaha...yesh i did WORK!...

when we wanted to go home....we just realised that we got stranded there...and so i was pretty pissed off about it...but when the parentals came to get me....they decided on having dinner at the mall....*hello....i was just there the whole day!* well so yeah we did...then after that we cruised around for a bit....while strollin...i saw this cute ass pink tee....and yes!....mommy got it for me...but i got a black one instead of the pink...i have lots of pink tops...i should really get a change of colour in my closet....so yeah...

when we came home...my mom was like lets go for a brisk walk...and since i had a lot of energy then....i went with my mom and my dad..and we talked about my future and everything that's like practically in front of us...so yeah...i miss these walks...me and my mom used to do this alot....

right now....im feeling sooo loved /strong> :P

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:. liar .:

i hate u...u fucking liar!!...why can;t you fucking tell the truth about u?....u BITCH!!!...u are such a whore.....wait...u are a whore....god!...hell u bitch...u shud die in HELL!!!

yes i know, adviCer dear u are gonna comment on this...well honey dear...please leave me alone...this is my space...this is where im gonna be putting all my shit!....if u dont want to see me like this...well go look at someone elses blog...and not myn!...this is my fucking life!

DIE BITCH DIE!!!!

.shit im hungry...and they wont give me food...DIE BITCH DIE!!!.

:. fuck her .:

i hate her.....

fuck her!

i want to fucking kill her!!!

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bleh~

i'd blog tonight....i wanted to..but im bored...and have nothing to blog about..make sense?...oh welsh...haha....bye...i'll just post some pics up...hehehe....

holla to ma biatches....beelzz href="http://pinky-kitty.com">, babyboonzz href="http://babyboonzzz.blogspot.com"> and to qiqi if i missed any of u...it doesnt mean i dont love u all...i do...muahhhuggers

for some reason...a lot of people has complimented me on this picture...i like!!!
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