:.happiness.:

I miss u oh sooooooooo much


anyways...that was not meant for anyone in particular...it was me and my random thinkin :)


hmm...just got back from a scruptious dinner with Lisa, Gina, Gerry and YENNIE BUNZ....damn i miss hanging out with them....we went for dinner at Sugar and Spice...then off to Taurean Cafe we went..for ice cream....nyamanzzz i tell u....*yummie* and the talk that we had was good....damn its been ages since ive had talks like those... :)

anyhoots...umm...about missing people...yesh, i do miss random people, my best friend, my closest ever friends from school and the list goes on..but i miss this particular person. a person i've been longing to talk to..but i know it aint gonna happen soon...oh welsh..its all good...i'm happy for that person... ;)


I'M HAPPPPPPPYYYYYY

shouts to my taggers!!!

Beelzzz thanks a bunchies wuman....i got it fixed...:0 hehehee....
Zah thanks wuman...i'm lovin the layout too..out tayo soon ha...miss na kita...
to my other taggers!!...thanks for visiting the site

love u all lots and lots and lots...muahhuggers...

:. WOOO .:

psst....finally a nu layout! took me ages to get this thing rite..ask dian, she knows...ive been bugging her...even beelzz...oh welsh...sorrie for being me!!

i can say this layout rocks...cool eh...i know its too pink and all...but yeah..i like pink..but at least this isnt shoooo feminine like the other pinks that i know ;) okay...imma stick to this layout till...umm....i dunno when....nyahahahaa....

anyhoots...

okay since ive last blogged....ive done shoo much....*omg!* can u actually believe the fact that i've been shoo rajin nowadays..like wtf?...school is about to end in exactly 3 days...well not counting tomorrow....WOOOO!!! cant wait for the hols...will bum for a while then will prolly do more school work..gak..!! shoo weird..nothing to do...hmm..well i do have tons and tons of 'holiday homework'...i just shoo hate it when teaches call it dat..its like ruining ma holiday.... oh welsh..

argh...im like shooo pissed....i spent the whole nite fixing this layout...and taking care of kids that i wasn't able to do anything else...sad sad...oh welsh, i'm just not the kind of person who does more than two things at once :(i gotta learn how..teta...i know ur good at this one...

Saturday nite...and i didnt go jalan...like wtf?..oh welsh....hehehe...had things to do...yeah rite..my siblings sooo ruined my nite...they didnt say they were going out...gosh man!..please give me an earlier note that i have to take care of the kid... but its all good 'cos like i was out the whole nite last nite...and it was shooo damn fun..hehehe...chilled with ma gurlfriends....i misshed u guys shoo muchos....went out with fizzieee, qeelzz, fizziee's younger sister, aisyah and maya...the moment we reached gaydong, i headed straight for ZaZa to check out what the boyfy was doin...amazingly he was having a hair cut!!...gak...never thought he'd do it without telling me....or me buggin him to do it...*baby me loves u*..then we were roaming around gadong like the whole day...finally went home like at 9ish...haizz..tired!!!

okay...i'd blog about today too..but nothing much happened...so yeah...

ATTENTION to all my readers!!! i have an announcement...hahahaa....IZA is now gonna join me...so lets all welcome her!!!

okays...now shoutouts to my taggers:-
Dian:-...heres ma updates...hehehe...u know me is a busy wuman!!

QiQi:-...loved the time i spent withchu yesterday....and shorrieee...me loves u wuman!!

Qool:-...hmm...matet=slut..i dont think thats an equation..i'll give u a better equation Matet=Bitch...as in Beautiful Intelligent Talented Caring Honest

zah:-...psst...wuman...missing u!!!

iyra:-....me missh u guys to the max....psst....i like ur layout *hint hint*

mimi:-..thanks u...hehehe... :) im still workin on it..

okay i'm out

:. lifes a rollercoaster .:

omg!....just yesterday i finally talked to beelzzz, i swear i haven't talked to this wuman in a long long time...i missed u sooo damn much...like a freaking muthafucker!!...it was really funny cos me, boonish, bildo and choonah were talking about different Johns.....hehehe..soo funny i tell u...then it had to end...

Bildo...u get well soonish ya??....boonish....jalan again...hehehe...

anyways, currently chatting with Baby, Abang Lanny and syafeee....i was chatting witn dian but i dunno wat happened to her..oh welsh...i miss u wuman!

anyhootsss, ive been such a bum lately...i swear, i mean saturday...i didnt go to school, they had their sports day...HOTNESS!! so it was a mega NO-NO!!...but then like at nite...i went jalan...until around 11ish...was in gaydong with my sister and her group of friends first then they left so i chilled with a couple of people i know....around 7ish Boonish came.. then ppl started showing up....i missed my baby sooo damn much...but he came to see me...even if i know he was sooo tired from his 2 day trip to miri with his boys...then abang lanny came...and we chilled at West Street Cafe....dang....i missed that place sooo much. Mas was asking me to chill with him in this new cafe called solitude, tapinya, I didn't have time...next time ya?...hehehe...Alvin was being such a doll by sending me back home...thanks dearies... ;)

the whole of sunday....i was just dead asleep...my mom was sooo pissed at me i tell u...but then again...we were okay at the end of the day..cos we went for a mother-daughter bonding...well with daddy on the side...we went to the mall...shopped...hehehe..i miss those days when it was just the 3 of us....dang!...call me an attention seeker..but i do miss bonding with my mom and my dad...havnt been doing that since everyone came... haiz...thats just how life is... :)

today...nyahahhaha..boring..school was dead boring...but during break...and our free time...i played..SCRABBLE with ppl...nyahahaa..soo much fun!...i won!!!... yes humphrey i'm good in it ....then tonight...had that awards ceremony crap..it was okay...baby came...then Abg Lanny ..haiz...abg muiz i like ur hair!!!

bah im out!

Muahhuggers

Shouts to my Taggers!
Kak Cil :- Muahhuggers to u too...love u lots kak

Yuiho:- its all good...dont worry about it...

River_phoenix:-...miss u gazillions wuman!

teta:-...miss na miss na kita...balik ka na dito!

bah...byessss

:.woah.:

woah...its been almost a week since i've last blog...nyahahaha..ive just been tooo toooo lazy as well as tooo tooo busy...haiz, life is such a bitch nowadays, but who fucking cares...nyahahhaa!!

since ive last blogged, ive been doing sooo much....u'd be surprised with what ive been up to.

Wednesday, went for this group 4 project field trip in Kampong Ayer, well instead of doing bullshit we hanged around in Bandar for what seemed forever. Joshings, treated me to lunch...*muahhuggers* Thanks u ;) no not you joshua lew..but joshua goh, it was hilarious because after that we went to giordano for some modelling stunt...nyahahaha...trisha did most of it...but serene and me, did a lil ourselves too....then back to school we went ;)

Thursday, boring boring boring..until i went out with d' sisters and ocean. we were off to gadong by around late 7ish, then met up with Khalid and abang Lanny, *to those peeps i forgot to msg m so so sorry...i'll make it up to u*. Around umm....8ish Bruce, Jeff and Rob joined us in Chill cafe. Then around 9ish..moved somewhereto just chill....the night was fun until...SHE had to destroy it as wat she demands cant be done...like *fuck woman get ur fucking act right...you know that he cant be there for u always..hes got a fucking girlfriend...*

Today...nyahhahaha...woke up soo fucking early..like its a FRIDAY...but NOOO...i had this group 4 trip again...but we only chilled so it was all good ;)...

i'd shout out to my taggers..but apparently i've been taggin there..so yeah..sorry u guys...no shoutouts to u yet....but *muahhuggers* to all of u.

okay i'm out...

no wait...

if you wanna be somebody, if u wanna go somewhere, then u better wake up and pay attention -quote from Sister Act 2

okay now im really out...

miss u like a mother fucker u babyfucker

byessss

:.Freedom.:

i sooooo love this word...freedom, this doesnt mean freedom from the parentals or whatever...but freedom from everything....

i was just in this youth conference thingy for the whole weekend, i assumed it to be boring..but it was worth it in the end...i swear..it really was, i enjoyed every single bit of it. i felt scared to actually go, i was technically forced to go and at some point i chose to go as well ;) [in which im very proud of]. the first day was all get to know the group and all and have fun, the day was suppose to end my us watching Braveheart, that Mel Gibson movie but there were som technical problems so we ended up watching it on the 2nd day. the movie was ayts i guess but it really isnt my kind of movie. the 2nd day ended with a disco, it was fun to the max but unfortunately, ppl here dont know how to rave...sad sad sad....but it was good... the last and 3rd day ended earlier than the rest of the days, it ended up lke past 2. the day ended with awards ceremony and my group, ABRAHAM'S NATION won the braveheart challenge...the braveheart challenge was one of the funnest things that happened...we had games like water balloon fights, obstacle races, treasure hunts and a couple more in which i cant remember...theres were the only ones i took part in... ;)

anyways, after the Braveheart, youth conference in church. my sister, ate mye asked me to chill with her at Lizzie's cafe, she loves that place shooo much, dunno why though. i messaged baby to join us and he did after a couple of hours. ate mye then decided to watch a movie at the mall, so mall we went to watch Chronicles of Riddick, i was shoo tired from the conference that i fell asleep in the movie house...what a waste! i saw one of my closest ever friend in the movies...gak...i miss u shoo much wuman! then home i went....and i just flopped in bed after that.

today...school...hmm...i woke up pretty late for school... oh welsh, at least i got there on time ;) i was sooo happy cos i got my dt paper back and i got more than i expected and so Ms. Akhtar moved me to higher level....she said I have confidence in you! this is something i dont usually get. then for break me, johnson and trisha went to eat breakfast at some restaurant and for some reason me and trish just wasn't up for eating. after school...lazed around a bit, i felt sooo damn tired but i ended up doing some school work.

Shoutouts to my taggers:-
Yuiho, dont u find it hilarious and sad that she doesnt have anything better to do? i guess she really doesnt have a life!
Dan, as i've said earlier in one of my posts, i dont care if anyone hates me because u see dan dearie, i lived 18 years existing and surviving without them and so i can still live without them.
Michelle dearie, i'm just sooo glad that you keep coming back here...hope to read from u soonish ;)

okay im out, back to work i go ;)

*muahhuggers*

:. likes and loves .:

There are things in this world that ain't worth wasting time for and there are things that are good to spend quality time for

hate the haters for all i care for i dont hate...i dislike and these are two different words with two different meaning

okay...

i'm out

i'll post proper when i have the time ;)

:.nyahahahahahahahaha.:

this is sooo hilarious....i mean gosh....dont u think its funny how people who dislikes u goes to your blog and reads them....sad sad sad...don't they have better things to do with their precious time??...i guess not....hahahaha....another funny this is...people just blames u out of the blue for no fucking reason...i mean..dude...hate for all i care...cos it aint affecting me....why should it?? please refresh my mind....oh..and me scared...nyahahaha....thats another funny shit....hahahahaha.....*laughs out sooo damn loud*

anyways, i've finally watched Harry Potter...damn...it wasnt up to my expectations..but it was worth watching it...i went with the family...and it felt good...as in damn good as this is a very rare occasion...after the movies we went for dinner...the next day...i had my Business and Management Exams...damn..didnt even study much for it...but *hopefully* i did okay... ;)

today...hmm...what did i do??....hmm....ooohhh...slept sooo fucking late last night...like at 4am...with my bro...he left this morning....*miss u loads already kuya* damn...i dont even know when i'm gonna see him again...off to the airport we went around 10ish...then went out for lunch...then off to gadong i went with maya and aisyah...then after a while...hads msged...so we met up with him, chilled at the zone..got bored...walked around the mall, got even more bored...went back to the zone...damn Brunei has no where to go...oh welsh ;) bumped into a couple of people i know...but no one special...the boy is still in miri...*baby if your reading this...i miss you*
tonight...had that Summer Sounds thingy....Boring...so i wont even say anything about it... ;)

taggers dearies....umm..i've already replied u on the tagboard...so i doubt i have to say anything here...but to josh....funny eh?...hehehe....u know wat i mean boy ;)

im hungry and its late...so i'm out

*muahhuggers*

:. suck the tags as they aint hurting me .:

well what can i say?... my dissers so happen to enjoy everything in here...well not that i care much..hehehe...it just entertains me.. ;)

didnt blog for the weekend...hahaha...too busy

this is how it went...

Saturday
went for this flag ceremony over at the 'ang bahay',its the residence of the Philippine ambassador here....had to wear formal clothes...it was like at 7am...hello?...still in bed??....oh welsh....went..but everything was worth the waking up..cos the food was delicious...*yum yum*...after that...had to go for my music exam...which happened to be crap..oh welsh...just hope i pass in it.. ;) then the whole afternoon...had a whole family bonding..which felt nice..cos we are barely at home like all of us together...as we are all busy people....yesh...dissers....we have a life!

Sunday
haha...i loved this day...i guess i was just way tooo tired with everything...as in everything... all i did was sleeep....yesh...finally got my much needed sleep... ;) studied a bit of business...but not too much..but i did.. ;)

then today...here i am...reading what people has been bitching about in my site...but do i care??... hell no! unbothered...i mean why should i?...i have more things to do with my life than be bothered about useless people who wont tell the truth about themselves...sad sad...

okay...enough about this crap...i want a coffee milkshake!!!!

nyahahahaha....

shouts to my taggers:-
i'd like to do this one by one..but i havnt much time...so imma make this for all of u
well these are for those who are worth hollering at... *love u all lots*

okay...im out...

:.loving the attention.:

somehow...i'm loving the fact that these taggers of mine have given me great attention...thank you..greatly appreciated...sadly enough...i haven't much time in noticing it...except those from the people i love and know...i mean if u wanna tag about me and khalid..or whoever..please tell me who u are...why keep the personality..that is just way childish...i swear... ;)

anyways...

i'm currently chatting with dian, who apparently is so no liking my taggers, well honey as i've said before and im going to say again, 'i dont care shit...because i have a life to live unlike theirs...and i know that they are sooo jealous of my beauty...haha... am i right or am i right?

oh well...

i swear i had soo much fun today...bonded with mommy like the whole day...i miss doing that...oh welsh...my time is back baby!! we went to fratinis for this pizza making session...then ate...*yum yum*...then went for a lil' shopping round the mall...yayes...mummy got me a discman...hahaha...i feel like a real brat...oh well...then like the whole afternoon...me and mum were just talking about everything and anything...i mish those times...

okay...enough about my day...now..shout out to my taggers...[who are worth to be spoken to]

river_phoenix...you know that i dont care...love u too... *muahhuggers*

angel...*muahhhuggers*...need not get pissed off...my dear angel...cos i dont care ;)

izzah...yeah see u soon...and i sooo need to see u...miss u shooo much darls...can i link u here??...and yess...will teach you how to make a site like this one.. ;)

boon li...darls...leave them be...they havent a life to live...pity them..at least we know people are actually stting eyes on us...hehehe...and what do they know about us??...nothign right?...gosh...i pity them as they are sooo jealous of what we have... see u soon babe ;)

Liz...yeah the password works..thanks..saw it...love your site...love the layout...well about my taggers...im letting them be...as it aint annoying me at all..actually i'm loving the fact that they interested in my life as they come here and read my blogs ;)

well i guess thats it for today...i've got a big day tomorrow...so i'm out

i want a coffee milkshake from lizzies...

back to studying

*muahhuggers*

im bag in blogging...hehehe...

EXAM...so not good...mandarin not good...i swear...it killed my ib grades...ish man...but the rest...hopefully i did good in them...oh well...its over and done and i cant do anything about it no more...

well....due to the stress that i am currently having from my exams...i cut my hair...yes i did...not too short though..but its shorter for about 5 inchs or so...and im glad i did...my head now feels a lot lighter...hehee...and soon imma dye me hair..not too sure of the colour yet though...but definitely not blond..that was soo 1998...

currently talking with jeff...and marco, who is my neighbour..haizz..why do i even bother...hehehe..kiddin koya you know i love you...hehehe..

i'm not really supposed to be bloggin now...cos like...imma suppose to be strudyin...so i'm gonna go back to my studying...but before that....

shout out to my taggers...

HAHA...i know you have nothing better to do...well make a site of your own....but then again...i'd like to thank you for visiting my site...i feel so blessed that you came and visited...as i know someone is paying attention to me...;)..i aint mad at you or whatever...and whatever khalid says...well thats his opinion not myn...okay?... but yea...i'd like to say thank you..and hope to see more of your tags... ;)

YUCK...well what can i say...at least i aint s ugly as u..but as ive said to HAHA...thank you for visiting my site...and you are most welcome to come back again ;)

Khalid..thanks for defending me...you know i love you...*muahhuggers baby*

frenlezz...yeah..long time no see...lets chill ya?

vokal..you know i dont give shit...because i welcome them...words don't hurt me no longer.. ;)...im way past that age...these are prolly one of the year 10-ers in our school...who is sooo jealous of me...ryt vokal?

celia...you know i loves u too kak...mish u gazillions kak...*muahhuggers*

izzah...thanks...me did this myself...hehehe...u like?...miss u...

babyboonzzz...haizz..what to do...im famous...hahaha....they all love me...especially the one who is tagging...hehehe... ;)

maya..darls..me loves u lots too...u too take care... ;)

i was just going thru random pics and i saw this...then i ut it up on my msn as my display...one of my friend was like...hey i like this pic..so since im like lacking out of blogss...i myt as well put up pics hee...

im bored!..
i should be...STUDYING

okays...


someone jst told me to put this up in here...
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okay i'm out...

STUDYING

i said i was gonna go for a while and not blog..but i can get bored...

hahaha...im suppose to be studyin..i dont know why im not....i swear i'll be dead for my e.lit paper2 tomorrow..

not feeling too good today...havnt talked to HIM for like what..the whole day...argh...not good...

currently chatting with boonish...gurl...live life...and be happy...dun regret what has happened....regret on things u wish u did but didnt do...

okay...i'm blank...

i'm out..

haizz...

...........

hmmm.. i'm boreddd.. heheh... well... another week of skool then holidays... yayes! matet's havin exams so she wont blog for a while.. hehhe.. so i'll be blogging then.. hahahah.. god damn i'm so tired... been really really tired for the past few days... eh gila eh like this... need to sleep mann... alright then... i better get goin... laters..

i love you baby.. :) -khalid

phew~ so tired man...i swear...i havent been this tired in a long long time...oh welsh...its all good ;)

Today was such a hectic day...but last night was fun....hehe..although there are lots of ups and downs about last night...it went pretty well :)

last nite...me went with jett to gadong...and as expected there would be a lot of people that i know there....phew~..but it was all good...cos i havn't really been spending quality time with these people...and yes i love all of them ;)

today...me had to wake up extra early to leave before 7am...so yeah...my dad woke me up at like 6am..and i slept at what time?? 5am??....hello?..zzz is badly needed here...oh welsh..its all good...it was fun...went to the manggis centre for that 106th Philippine Independence Day celebration...it was tiring but great fun...for once i actually did something useful ;) ...from like 7am...til about 2ish...i was selling food and drinks...yesh selling well i got me trophy for the scrabble tourney...then i mc-ed for the so called Brunei Idol for the filipinoes here...so yeah....and now here i am....

argh...exam stress

i'm out

STUDY

hmm..a new layout...neat eh?...yesh...i did all the codings by myself...hehehe..took me awhile....well i did get some help from crew-la-vokal...he was being a dear...so yeah...but this layout is still under construction....but its better than nothing ryt?...

a totally different look from my old one...hahaha...

oh and to the commentors will get the comments thingy fixed once i get to it yea?...hehhe..sorry..but for now..the tag-board will do...

*muahhhuggers*

:. why? .: ~edited

why is it that people are sooo bothered about me...hmmm..this is pretty interesting....as no one has ever paid that much attention to me before...well adviCer dear..thank you for your concern...and no this is not sarcastically if thats what you are thinking...yes...im thanking you......its greatly appreciated...

i don't know what to blog about...haiz..life well...its been a great rollercoaster ride...and im still riding that rollercoaster...

well till later...

batt died

okay....i'm back..and with the power supply on instead of the batt...so nope it wont die now...anyways....after my blog this afternoon....i went out with jett this afternoon to gaydong....i swaer it was soo empty today...yes we bumped into a couple of people..but that was just about it...so yeah....*boring*...well not like i was there to chill...i was there to do some schoolwork...hahaha...yesh i did WORK!...

when we wanted to go home....we just realised that we got stranded there...and so i was pretty pissed off about it...but when the parentals came to get me....they decided on having dinner at the mall....*hello....i was just there the whole day!* well so yeah we did...then after that we cruised around for a bit....while strollin...i saw this cute ass pink tee....and yes!....mommy got it for me...but i got a black one instead of the pink...i have lots of pink tops...i should really get a change of colour in my closet....so yeah...

when we came home...my mom was like lets go for a brisk walk...and since i had a lot of energy then....i went with my mom and my dad..and we talked about my future and everything that's like practically in front of us...so yeah...i miss these walks...me and my mom used to do this alot....

right now....im feeling sooo loved /strong> :P

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:. liar .:

i hate u...u fucking liar!!...why can;t you fucking tell the truth about u?....u BITCH!!!...u are such a whore.....wait...u are a whore....god!...hell u bitch...u shud die in HELL!!!

yes i know, adviCer dear u are gonna comment on this...well honey dear...please leave me alone...this is my space...this is where im gonna be putting all my shit!....if u dont want to see me like this...well go look at someone elses blog...and not myn!...this is my fucking life!

DIE BITCH DIE!!!!

.shit im hungry...and they wont give me food...DIE BITCH DIE!!!.

:. fuck her .:

i hate her.....

fuck her!

i want to fucking kill her!!!

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bleh~

i'd blog tonight....i wanted to..but im bored...and have nothing to blog about..make sense?...oh welsh...haha....bye...i'll just post some pics up...hehehe....

holla to ma biatches....beelzz href="http://pinky-kitty.com">, babyboonzz href="http://babyboonzzz.blogspot.com"> and to qiqi if i missed any of u...it doesnt mean i dont love u all...i do...muahhhuggers

for some reason...a lot of people has complimented me on this picture...i like!!!
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