another new day

A couple of nights ago, I was watching chicken little with aaron and it was just an adorable cartoon, but hey! i would not watch it like all the time...no thank you. If we are talking movies, I would say...i'd watch madagascar over and over and over to get a laugh and little mermaid to feel in love but not chicken little. The preview was fucking good...i love the watch c.little dances. But on the movie itself, it is not as good as how I expected it to be. The beginning is okay but the rest of the movie is basically crap. So i do not suggest you spending cash on watching it on the big screen, just get the B$3 dvd and watch it in the comfort of your home.

work has been a bitch. its fun but a bitch. seriously, i would suggest you to work in a place where you are happy, where you do not have anyone just getting just because they cant vent it out somewhere. it just isnt good for you.

life has been great...wooohoo!!...i'm loving the fact that im being more of a brat as the day goes by. I know this is not good but hey, its fun. don't worry it wont be long and I WILL grow up. *soon, i hope*

randomly..i swear my blogs now are just so random. I put everything together. not like its I do not have a life or anything but basically, its just that i do not blog regularly and I just do not really like to sit in front of the computer and just type out everything. although, i realised that this is a good place to vent out. haha. nope. not many people will be reading this.. i do not care. ha! as i have stated, i am only venting out here and killing my time at work *well trying to kill my time at work*.

fcuk...can anyone tell me where i can get the fcuk parfum for men? i saw the hers' one but i want the one for him. I need that for a christmas present for him. FUCK. its almost christmas, i'm counting my days till christmas and my parents still hasnt decided on where they want to go. damnit! I told my mom about the discounted rate for london and shes thinking that. I want! but my dad wants to go to brisbane. dude its lik summer there...maybe some other time dad? yea? But i'm still persuading my parents to go to london.. I want I want I want!...hehe...*Wishing*

Christmas list. I need help on this.. can someone help mE? so the list goes to:-

• parents
• siblings (1 brother/1sister-in-law, 2 sisters and 1 brother-in-law)
• nephews and nieces
• baby helbe (i know wat to give him, i just need to know where to get it)
  
• close relatives
• godparents
• friends

Damnit! i just realised thats alot!. oh well..i better get started with that..hmm.. ;)

been a while...

So its been a while since i've last posted here. Hey. u can't blame me. I had to blog somewhere else. ha. the tagboard does not work. damnit! i want my links to work as well. help is greatly appreciated.

u can read my past blogs at my xanga account, even if i do not blog there either..well i do not blog. period.

this is very random. I know. i'm still getting used to bloggin. i read others blog. they kill my time. i need to kill more time. therefore, i blog. bleh.

bummer. i want the second season of desperate houswives on dvd. fuck. who has it. i doubt its out yet, but if ever. please do let me know. i want to watch.

Picture ~ i love that picture of me being so manja at my booboo...hehe..yes be jealous of my great relationship. I know u will be jealous of me again. oh well i cant help but be me. haha!

phew...almost there...

phew.....a couple more and i'm finally through the IB....damn...just a couple more weeks.....a week before term break...then back in school for 2 weeks...then off for my exams....everything seems to go so fast...damn....argh...


things I still have to do..

• music investigation
• maths coursework

everything else....all done...hehehe...well except my orals...but that should be fine...

then the exams...argh...oh well...

okays im off...back to work..

muahhuggers

so...a quiz

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

just because

just because im bored....hehehe.....

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

boredom.....

stressed....i need something to take my stress out... :(

:stressed:

i feel so stressed....

i want a new layout....

fuck....

i can't stand IB no more...cant wait til i'm done and im off to my homeland...well supposedly... ;)

argh...me and my boy are argueing endlessly...somehow it strengthens our relationship...but after a while it just gets on my nerves...i fucking hate it...but yeah...im getting used to it... :)

anyhoots...im supposed to be doing work as ive got due dates...and fuck...havent started on some yet...a list on what im supposed to have finished..

• english world lit
• maths portfolio
• design and technology portfolio

okay...now im really stressed....but im kinda glad too cos like ive done the others...and met my deadline for

• extended essay
• theory of knowledge essay

hehehe... ;) just the others..and im almost done....after the three...ive got

• business coursework
• spanish oral (march7th)
• english oral commentary (february 17th)
• musical investigation

damn...a lot before the end...and i just realised...ive only got less than 7 weeks of school left... :( then exams.... argh...stressful...

anyhoots...gots to go..classes...

BOONISH: im so so so so sorry....i love u wuman..will b there to send u off...dont worry...

hmm....

been way ass busy for the past few days....no wait...these past few weeks...haven't been going out much except with my boyfriend.....(nope...not helbe...but marc)...yesh....me and helbe are history(for now)....but im with marc...will give updates on him soonish....anyhoots..yeah school has been a drag as in a drag...been havin exams....finishing courseworks, essays and all that....damn...been way way busy....I need to get a life....fuck

life is such a bore

damn...i think my life is a bore that i have nothing to do but just type here......oh well....hehehe...a waste of my time...

recently...

-been spending a lot of time with helbe....my beau....just goin places...staying home...talking...
-been credit-less...damn...
-been working my ass out...
-been studying...wow!
-umm.....a lot more...

haha...havn't been out in a while...not my prob...just a busy woman....oh well....dats how life is... :)

okay...im out...wanna know more...just mail me...

matettolentino@hellokitty.com

:. i'm back!!! .:

so....im back from my holidays.....well sorta...will only be dropping in here once in a while...ots the exams now...so yeah....


anyhoots...my holidays.....a blast....just stayed in Brunei...but like had a total blast....


- met a couple of new people....saiful....hmm...a couple more...
- christmas was a blast...spent it with family and friends...*thanks to those who came*
- new year....hahah...the best ever....*muahhuggers to my baby*

those were a couple of highlights...bah...will blog more...if ever i feel like if...but as of now...im outs...

muahhuggers....

happy new year to everyone...

gots to go zzzzzz......

okay...for those of u who actually comes here to read my crap...all im gonna say is....ive gots to go.....

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

for a while...will be back as soon as the stress level ain't so high anymore....

demands of the IB is here....

muahhuggers to those of u....and milabshu all....

say what???

i dont get it whats with people....not that i care or anything.....but "darls this is my space...my life...i mean i know you dont like me and all you want to do is diss me...but darlin' you know what i dont care...'cos to tell you the truth...people like you make me even stronger...you are the ones who inspire me to be who i want to me!"


its sad how people love to diss and all....not that i dont do that...but its just that people can't keep to their own....have your thoughts..but dont bother tellin' cos no one wants to listen...sorry...i bet you...no one wants to hear your thoughts thats y....oh-so-sad!!!


hmmm......anyhoots...other than my new visitor....life is good...well not really....i'm dead ass tired....i mean i've been out and about almost nightly with the parentals...plus school work...and all that crap....but then the weekend is for the friends....hahaha....can't wait for the weekend...


last night...had this carolling practice with kids...and it was fun....not that i love kids but they were sooo cute....i cant wait for christmas...the best time of the year....gifts and all....hahaha....i like!


anyways....before this gets way ass long..better bounce...got work to so....toodle-loo...*muahhuggers*


oh...to you....get a life..and try enjoyin it....i pity people like you!

:.fuck this shit!.:

i hate that motherfather bitch so damn motherfather much!!!!


argh.......now my exeat...what next....suspension??...wtf??...i dont do no shit in this fucking school.....motherfather!!!....i hate her....sooo motherfather muchos......i am sooo gonna not live like this...this aint my life....this aint all....she is sooo gonna get everything she asked for.....argh...kill this mother father bitch!!!!!



suicidal...yes....but not for me!!!.....for her!!!....she thinks she knows every single fucking thing....i dont think so...you mother father bitch!!!

hmm...

i'm finally 19!!!.....OMG!!...i feel so fucking old......mother father!!!....oh well....


anyhoots...had a party...some ppl came and i sorta enjoyed myself...wont be bothered to type who came....then like around 12 ish...we had games...and we lasted till 4:30am...hahahaa.....neat neat.....enjoyed myself...


sunday...went out with geon, then out to church, then out to gadong to have a drink with ben and freddy....


monday....stayed home...did work...went to church...then to gadong with yennied bunzzz...then met up with ben and freddy again....


tuesday....school.....gadong....home.....church....yayasan...for some kids party at jollibee.....*yawn*...


cudnt be bothered to type everything....so...i'm out......and will be for a while...muahhuggers...

:. me and me .:

gak...last day of school for the mid-term break....but its like no fun at all...somehow i'd rather be in school rather than being at home...cos i simply can't work when im at home....*damn*


Things to do for the mid-term break:
1) world lit by saturday-tomorrow!
2) international day dance tonight! - patrol =(
3) party!
4) design and technology porfolio
5) extended essay 2nd draft
4) business coursework 2nd draft
5) homeworks!!


damn!....so damn much!....in just one week....argh...wonder what i'm going to do....oh well...anyhoots..this week has been an aight week...tuesday went out with jeff for a movie: Resident evil:apocalypse...i'm suggesting everyone should watch it if you've watched the 1st resident evil...its good....as in damn good...then after the movie we went to ogh to meet up with my sister and her bunch of mates....drank a lil' bit of alcohol then home sweet home with good rest....wednesday went out again with jeff and mye..the sister..went to the mall...she had to do something there...then ended up going to chill for a drink with tinette and jojo....the usual peeps i'm with..and its fun...and now the weekend...damn! how sad....can't wait for tomorrow where i can go drinking!!...yayeness...*lets drink to that*


okay...so imma be boucning for now...but will be back as soon as i can and if ever i survive the workload that i have for the following week....byess.....*muahhuggers*

:. plain ol me .:

Life is good.......just when i thought everything was going down....everything seems to get back to its place....yayeness *damn haven't typed that in ages......


anyhoots....last nite was a blast....we had a surprise party for me daddy...then like we invited a couple of people we know...and the basketball team...well players that we know...which is like the whole team....anyhoots....me and daddy went to send my mom to church then went off to get some gas...when we arrived home me sister had everyone ready for the party and all...everyone was there...and when we arrived everyone was singing happy birthday....aren't me and my sister the sweetest daughters...hahaha!!!....then the party started...and so fun we had...then everyone left....but like at 1ish mike b, mike g, nani, chris corbs and bob came back for a another round of yummy food....hehehe...too bad cant have much food... *soup diet - given by the doctor for a week* and so we were chatting until like the wee hours of the morning...sad mike g has to go....he's cute...he was tryina chat me up and get me to eat..but sad i already brushed my teeth and was ready for bed when they arrived...so i didnt eat..but we talked a bit...hes hilarious but i can't really laugh...my tummy (well part of it) hurts! anyhoots....when they left....i went straight to bed!....


and now...the weekend!....argh.....sad sad....no one to chill with anymore...chris aint here... =(...oh well....gotta get my sister to chill somewhere for the weekend.....ha!...and get some work done.....hehehe...well till next time...byeee....*muahhuggers*

:. nothing but me .:

haizzz....this sucks....not this...but this.....*i know you don't get me*


I'm still stuck in school still waiting for abang sufri...and hopefully off to see Princess Diaries 2....I so can't wait to watch it... =)


Last night...well can't say it was a blast...but i miss chillin' as in just chillin'...sittin' and drinking....talking about everything and anything....damn... me, my sister, ate tnet, kuya eugene and chris...were chillin' at my place...then chris left early....*tired..yawn yawn*...then about 1ish mike, corbs, nani, rodell, bobi and this other dude came to the house...now that is when we all started to chill....mike, nani, corbs and rodell are like good friends of ours who happens to be on holiday...well not exactly holiday but like here for the shell rimula basketball tourney....and they were being such sweeties by coming over last night for a drink....the night was long...but it was fun...laughs and all...but we then started to reminise about last year and the previous year....damn...oh well..times change...hahaha...*i moved house*


anyhoots....other than that...me and my sister have been watching the shell rimula basketball tourney....no, not cos of the guys but cos of the game...its good..and i mean damn good...*last year was better*....anyways....thats wats been occupying me...and well chillin' with chris...which reminds me...he's leaving lunch time tomorrow for sg. then for uk....argh...i am soooo gonna miss that guy....he is such a sweetie...


okay, before i bore like the whole lot of you....imma go now...so till whenever...hahaha....*muahhuggers*


to ma taggers :
[teta]....nope...its chris as in chris low...my godbrother...hahaha...the chinese dude who used to go to JIs...then moved to uk??but chris brown, i must say...hes hot....hahahaha....wish it was him...hahahaha *miss u lots wuman*
[izzah]...nope...not kris..but chris...when are u coming back here??? miss na kita...
[joenah]....i know.....miss u lots....*muahhuggers*

:. back in the game called love .:

gak.....


I THINK I'M IN LOVE!!!!


this is sooo not right....i'm feeling all these emotions right now....and like i don't know if its good but hell...i dont really care...i'm loving this fact....but yes...i'm stayin out of relationships...and thats a fact!....well for a while that is....hahahha


so...back to my life...i've been spending most of my time with chris....who just came back from uk...hotter than ever...i must add....damn...hahahaha.....but yeah...he's cool...a nice person to talk to...like all the time....we talk about anything and everything....other than spending most of my time with him...i've been in school...and home with my family....hahaha....spending quality time....*yeah right* nah....


so....hahaha....i'll blog...when i actually have something to blog about...but for now...my mind is blank...


Love me lots...hahaha....and love u all lots too..*muahhhuggers*

:.lunch hour sucks.:

argh.......figgin' argh.....LUNCH HOUR SUCKS!!!!

i swear...this is sooooo not me......i don't like what is happening to my friggin' life!....i miss my babyfarker....i was just goin' through my english lit text during my english class...and there i found her letter!!!!....argh....babybooonzzzzz.....i soooo need you down here in friggin' brunei!!!....gawd.....u know u are the only one who can help cheer me up and everything!....argh....i miss u....i miss him....i miss abgzzz.....i'm missing every one and no one knows it....oh well...not like they give a fuck!


i see the old people i used to hang with, the feelin aint just the same no more....u guys don't get it...u dont know what has been happening with me....ITS NOT MY FAULT!!!!! thank god yennie bunzz is back...i missed her too farkin' lots too...she was one of the few people who i can cry on to....gawd! i miss everyone who has walked in and out of my life recently....especially u!....i may not want to admit it but yes i miss u!!!...among all people but why you!....no not YOU!...but you! it irritates me 'cos everytime i want to do something, it would remind me of YOU!....argh, the malls, the places, the drinks! gawd!....no!!!!.....i hate this part!....i'm leaving but you are not! leave me alone!...i need that...i seriously do!!!! please !!!


alright, before i start gettin all irritated and all...and start to tear up again and reminise about my lovely past...i should go....but before that.....nina and nana....hi *muahhuggers*

:.back in school.;

2nd day back in school and it hasnt been as how i expected it to be....not hell...but better! i guess its cos i've done some work during the holidays...yes, i sat my ass down in front of my school work during the holidays.

anyhoots, life hasnt been that bad...a couple of ups and downs, but so far, i have been happy and the decisions that I have been making has been making me really happy. I know i have regretted some, but then again when i think of it, it aint worth regretting 'cos i know at least i have tried. =)

In the past 2 days, i have been in and out of the hospital, monday, was there for a check up then on tuesday, was there for blood test if i have annemia??? like me annemic?, i don't think so...but oh well, what the hell, never know. was so scared during the blood test....gak, but it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be so.....

Besides hospital and school, i have been getting some of my much needed sleeps both in the afternoon and at night...loving it! but somehow i am able to get some work done so its all good.....sad bit is, i dont have my laptop now...well i do but its at the hospital =( so i am stuck with my brothers pc which no one uses... =( i want my baby back!!! oh well another couple of days =)

taggers!!!
boonish:- i love u lots woman!!
kak cil:- will msg u asap....love u too....
iyra:- thanks for droppin me some <33 much needed =) <33 u lots too...

to everyone...*muahhuggers*

the past few weeks

Life isn’t as unfair as we think it really is. There are some things in life that is good but we think it really isn’t. There are some happenings in our life in which we don’t expect or don’t want to happen. For some reason, I, have been thinking about what has been happening in my life for the past few weeks.

It all started when I started to hang around my sisters and their friends. They are one unbelievable group of people that I know. These are the people who taught me to grow up; they taught me part of who I am today. I am grateful that they are my friends as well. I love the fact that they do not disregard because of my age. Yes, I am way younger than all of them and all of them are already working while here I am still in school and enjoying it. I was starting to hate school because of the workload but then to come think of it, I am pretty lucky that I’m still in school because I get to enjoy life as well.

So, this bunch of people that I have been out and about with most of the time are not workaholics but they make sure that their work is done, but are fun-aholics (if there is such word). They love to enjoy the pleasures of life *let’s drink to that*.

The best thing about being with them are the fact that when you are feeling depressed or whatever is putting your spirit down, someone is always there to cheer up whoever is down. There is always someone there anytime you need a friend. We always as in always make up occasions just so that we could enjoy each and everyone’s company. *anniversary, birthdays* There was never a time that I spent with them that I didn’t enjoy and I have never regretted the late night sleeping, the sessions, the f.ts’ , chilling, basically everything that we do.

I used to think that life is all about pain and suffering. Well sure, we do suffer as well but up to a certain point. We also enjoy life but when we do, we don’t usually realize that we are already enjoying our life and only realize it in the end. How sad is that? Oh well, all I can say is that whatever it is, just be happy and take things as they come and think of that future not just the present.

*this is for the menglait association* Thanks for everything!

they are the ones who have made me happy these past few weeks...thanks you sooo much....love u all lots and lots!!!