I just want to know who actually reads my blog. The only person I know who does is boonishness..I love that wuman!...so please...leave me a note or something if u do.

you are runing my fucking life

fuck you!...u fucking bastard...gawd...now u want me to be that...fuck u!...and everything is still the same.. damn u!...i just wish you go to hell like right now!!

**venting out!!

so a week has gone. time flew so fast. one more week and you too will be gone. fuck. I do not want you to go there. how many times did i tell you that. oh well. I guess I cant stop you. You will be away for one effing week. fuck. Who the fcuk am I supposed to depend on when you're gone? who am I gonna to cry to when you are gone? I know you will be back...but still baby a whole week without you is just....not right.

enough ranting. I have been uber busy with work. Luckily for the past few days, I go home to you, if you weren't here, I dunno what I would have done. Work has been motherfcuked stressful. thank god they aint here no more. fuck they were one hell of a group. shit. I need to get my well deserved rest. I swear I really do. I need it more than anything. I want to get a rest. Thank God for my wonderful parents who will be treating me to a trip to the phils then to kuala lumpur and singapore. but then again. that means i need some ka-ching. shiets. baby will be here only for like 3 days then i'm off to phils for my bros wedding, then to kuala lumpur. I will basically me away for 2 weeks. Im sorry honeybunch, I know how you hate it when I am away for too long. I promise I will be back here in your arms again as soon as I can. oooo...i'm getting all emotional. shiets. change mode.

Dinner at my aunts place was superb. fuck. I swear my appetite nowadays is just motherofyuletide big. I had a heavy dinner then had a drink again when I went out with izzah then for lunch time. It was heavy too...gak. I swear I feel so bloated. nyeh. I do not like :( oh well. I know I wil still look good. *gak* what is so wrong with me? shiets...okay...enough bullcrapping here.

Harry Potpot...i got that off kristeta...well it was okay for the first hour, then I just dont get it why they called it the goblet of fire when they only used it for choosing the names..then that was it. I mean i Know it wasnt supposed to lie, but like. what the motherofpotpot knows about the age thingy if some old dude places it there right?....and wasnt it so motherofyuletide obvious that madeye had something to do with the evil crap..i dunno...for me...i did not like this harry potpot..i like the harry potpot 1 and 2 and 3...oh well..its very disappointing. Next movie to watch zathura. hoping to catch it on big screen this weekend as well as just like heaven. Ive heard good reviews about these movies. so we will see.

In her shoes. I like the movie, but like the plot is weak same with chicken little. I love the shoes though...so perky, so pretty. I want a whole closet of shoes. Oh well. A sister knows better than to fuck her sisters booboo. Like hello..? She knew for a fact that her sister was dating this guy and there she opens the door half naked when she knew it was her sisters boy and she intentionally leaves the door open. DUH! guys are horny bastards! they will fuck whoever the see is giving them the initiative to fuck 'em. I know shes blond and all but still. I do not think all blonds are fucking dumb. Shes just like. grrr...Im annoyed with her. Her dad is another different story all together. So your mother is dead. that still does not mean that you can take the kids away from their grandparents. grrr...this movie is annoying. next topic please.

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im sick.

Fuck it. i'm sick. i'm sick for like the nth time. i hate being sick. I was at the docs last satruday with my booboo..and I tell u..with the look on the face of those people in that fucked up clinic.."this couple is gonna have a baby"...wahhh....i just wanted to scream...Im not preggy..i just had my monthly withdrawal of disgusting blood! I was there as part of mybody was killing me. I had it checked a coupl oe months ago, the stupid doctor at the public hospi said that it was gastric then saturday, the stupid doctor at this private clinic said it was some kidney infection or some shit. see why i do not like doctors? they lie. fuck. they really lie. soon enough, I only have a couple of months to live and im gone. grrr...it gives me the shivers.

on a much much lighter note. I went mallin *window shopped* with theresa, then later on in the evenin we went to pick up manuel and went to jeps place..but then again..we just went there to pick up ferdie n some other peeps. Then went to pds for their rehearsal. i am definitely going to watch this concert of theirs. Its fun. I hope that girl does not sing. It is so not lawa at all... effa..it shud be you singing and not her. Yuck kali. so totally out of tune. Couldnt they get a better singer when there are lots of really good singers in that school. She isnt even pretty. Its not that I do not like her. Its just that it just doesnt suit her.

Sunday was a totally bum day. I woke up and it was already 1pm. I was like wtf? then only i realised my parents went to seria for the day. So i got some food for good ol me. Im under medication. then bummed even more..by around 4, I fell asleep. then fuck. mummy messages me telling me I have to get ready for church. hmm..oh well..then church then shopping...nyeh! i still cant find the perfect sandals for my dress...if i dont get it by next week. Imma make a gown for the wedding. haha..i do not care. Im just going to make a gown as I really cant find the perfect shoes.. :(

well toodles..i have work to do...**well tryin to wrk**

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its all about sex baby...

Have u guys heard that song?...i have no idea who sang it..but its really catchy...its all about sex baby, its all about you and me, its all about the good things and the bad things...hahaha...seriously if u listen to it, it is really catchy.

Anyhoots..took the day off yesterday so that I could spend some time with my booboo and also do some shit i've been meaning to do for like forever...so first stop breakfast at mcdonalds, then send mommy and jomai to wherever they were supposed to be then took a short nap with booboo at my crib. Lunch at swensens.. and yes! i do want to get that asst. manager work. fuck! Christine is so nice. I like her a lot!I want her to be my boss...*hint hint* hehe ;) Then after lunch, dropped by the office to get some shitney...then to the Philippine embassy to register myself as an Overseas Filipino Worker. Thats gay. i had to pay over a hundred dollars just to let them know that. so gay. So anyways, after all that sitney that I had to do there, I was so motherfather tired and baby was tired from driving me around..so we decided to get some rest...and so we did...woke up then went jalaning..I was supposed to get a haircut..never happened. Fcuk. I want a haircut from abby before she/he/it goes..i love the way she does my hair...oh well, ruby will still be around *hopefully*.

The office was so gay earlier. The fcuking internet didnt work and fuck, with my kind of work, the internet is the only wat to get any business done. haha. oh well..it seemed like a free day for all of us but hey without the internet i got to do a lot of *important* things. yup, I did. cos whenever theres the internet, there is a choice of doing watever I want from doing whatever I'm supposed to be doing. so yeah.

Fuck. my phone bill is B$200 shiets. I need to pay it. I need money!....

I better go and get some money...wer to get ahh... shiets..

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i so totally forgot to show u peeps this..its pretty dont u think?...all these pictures were taken during my surprise birthday bash... ;) most of the pictures at my multiply.

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whattalife

i was thinking of a good title, I cant seem to think of one. damn! my brain needs to start workin and its almost 11. i'm gonna blame it on the rain. fuck. its been raining a whole lot this week~s. damnit. I was thinking of getting my car washed on saturday but like luckily I decided not to as it was raining like a bitch that afternoon. Then yesterday it was so motherfather sunny that i actually had a massive migrane, yes! i'm not used to soo much heat. I do get heat stroke too. Then today. fuck. I want to sleep in...its been raining since i-have-no-idea. I want my bed with my booboo in it.

randomly. Sometimes i browse through peoples blogs and its amazing how they really blog daily and its not ranting just like what i do but seriously blogging. Fuck. I need that skill. The only blogs that i actually read so very often is boonzzz, izzahs' and beelzzz and this other random person. I cant seem to open the blogs of friendster. Can someone tell me why please? I swear I need to get my links fixed. soon. When i find the time. well i have all the time but more like when I feel like figeting around this template thingy. I'm not so perfect in this. But i try. then only I ask for help~which is like *gak* all the time. ooo...i bought these cute driving shoes last nite...they are sooo pretty....not very feminine..but pretty. Then my mommy got me this cute dress for my brothers wedding. I swear she knows my size so well. She can get clothes for me even when Im not around and they fit perfectly. motherly instinct. haha. I still need shoes for that dress. I have a pair of cute sandals which can go with that dress but no. I want one that suits it perfectly. I do have to look good even if its not my wedding. Its still a family reunion. as in a huge ass motherfather family reunion in which I will meet people who are related to me whom I have never ever met in my whole entire FCuking life. Damn. I hate those. They just keep repeating how womanly i look now and how im no longer a baby and how im so lucky and shit like that. fuck man. oh well. what to do. family is family. Speaking of me looking more womanly. I was at Empire yesterday for work and I bumped into someone I know from the hotel and I haven't seen him in like yonks. So then when we did the usual greet he said I looked different??....
him:U look different...
me: me??..different??...different how?
him: u look more matured...
me: matured...hmm...is that a good thing or a bad thing?
him:...u look good....
somehow that talk got me thinking. damn...do i look old now?...oh well... :)

another new day

A couple of nights ago, I was watching chicken little with aaron and it was just an adorable cartoon, but hey! i would not watch it like all the time...no thank you. If we are talking movies, I would say...i'd watch madagascar over and over and over to get a laugh and little mermaid to feel in love but not chicken little. The preview was fucking good...i love the watch c.little dances. But on the movie itself, it is not as good as how I expected it to be. The beginning is okay but the rest of the movie is basically crap. So i do not suggest you spending cash on watching it on the big screen, just get the B$3 dvd and watch it in the comfort of your home.

work has been a bitch. its fun but a bitch. seriously, i would suggest you to work in a place where you are happy, where you do not have anyone just getting just because they cant vent it out somewhere. it just isnt good for you.

life has been great...wooohoo!!...i'm loving the fact that im being more of a brat as the day goes by. I know this is not good but hey, its fun. don't worry it wont be long and I WILL grow up. *soon, i hope*

randomly..i swear my blogs now are just so random. I put everything together. not like its I do not have a life or anything but basically, its just that i do not blog regularly and I just do not really like to sit in front of the computer and just type out everything. although, i realised that this is a good place to vent out. haha. nope. not many people will be reading this.. i do not care. ha! as i have stated, i am only venting out here and killing my time at work *well trying to kill my time at work*.

fcuk...can anyone tell me where i can get the fcuk parfum for men? i saw the hers' one but i want the one for him. I need that for a christmas present for him. FUCK. its almost christmas, i'm counting my days till christmas and my parents still hasnt decided on where they want to go. damnit! I told my mom about the discounted rate for london and shes thinking that. I want! but my dad wants to go to brisbane. dude its lik summer there...maybe some other time dad? yea? But i'm still persuading my parents to go to london.. I want I want I want!...hehe...*Wishing*

Christmas list. I need help on this.. can someone help mE? so the list goes to:-

• parents
• siblings (1 brother/1sister-in-law, 2 sisters and 1 brother-in-law)
• nephews and nieces
• baby helbe (i know wat to give him, i just need to know where to get it)
  
• close relatives
• godparents
• friends

Damnit! i just realised thats alot!. oh well..i better get started with that..hmm.. ;)

been a while...

So its been a while since i've last posted here. Hey. u can't blame me. I had to blog somewhere else. ha. the tagboard does not work. damnit! i want my links to work as well. help is greatly appreciated.

u can read my past blogs at my xanga account, even if i do not blog there either..well i do not blog. period.

this is very random. I know. i'm still getting used to bloggin. i read others blog. they kill my time. i need to kill more time. therefore, i blog. bleh.

bummer. i want the second season of desperate houswives on dvd. fuck. who has it. i doubt its out yet, but if ever. please do let me know. i want to watch.

Picture ~ i love that picture of me being so manja at my booboo...hehe..yes be jealous of my great relationship. I know u will be jealous of me again. oh well i cant help but be me. haha!

phew...almost there...

phew.....a couple more and i'm finally through the IB....damn...just a couple more weeks.....a week before term break...then back in school for 2 weeks...then off for my exams....everything seems to go so fast...damn....argh...


things I still have to do..

• music investigation
• maths coursework

everything else....all done...hehehe...well except my orals...but that should be fine...

then the exams...argh...oh well...

okays im off...back to work..

muahhuggers

so...a quiz

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

just because

just because im bored....hehehe.....

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

boredom.....

stressed....i need something to take my stress out... :(

:stressed:

i feel so stressed....

i want a new layout....

fuck....

i can't stand IB no more...cant wait til i'm done and im off to my homeland...well supposedly... ;)

argh...me and my boy are argueing endlessly...somehow it strengthens our relationship...but after a while it just gets on my nerves...i fucking hate it...but yeah...im getting used to it... :)

anyhoots...im supposed to be doing work as ive got due dates...and fuck...havent started on some yet...a list on what im supposed to have finished..

• english world lit
• maths portfolio
• design and technology portfolio

okay...now im really stressed....but im kinda glad too cos like ive done the others...and met my deadline for

• extended essay
• theory of knowledge essay

hehehe... ;) just the others..and im almost done....after the three...ive got

• business coursework
• spanish oral (march7th)
• english oral commentary (february 17th)
• musical investigation

damn...a lot before the end...and i just realised...ive only got less than 7 weeks of school left... :( then exams.... argh...stressful...

anyhoots...gots to go..classes...

BOONISH: im so so so so sorry....i love u wuman..will b there to send u off...dont worry...

hmm....

been way ass busy for the past few days....no wait...these past few weeks...haven't been going out much except with my boyfriend.....(nope...not helbe...but marc)...yesh....me and helbe are history(for now)....but im with marc...will give updates on him soonish....anyhoots..yeah school has been a drag as in a drag...been havin exams....finishing courseworks, essays and all that....damn...been way way busy....I need to get a life....fuck

life is such a bore

damn...i think my life is a bore that i have nothing to do but just type here......oh well....hehehe...a waste of my time...

recently...

-been spending a lot of time with helbe....my beau....just goin places...staying home...talking...
-been credit-less...damn...
-been working my ass out...
-been studying...wow!
-umm.....a lot more...

haha...havn't been out in a while...not my prob...just a busy woman....oh well....dats how life is... :)

okay...im out...wanna know more...just mail me...

matettolentino@hellokitty.com

:. i'm back!!! .:

so....im back from my holidays.....well sorta...will only be dropping in here once in a while...ots the exams now...so yeah....


anyhoots...my holidays.....a blast....just stayed in Brunei...but like had a total blast....


- met a couple of new people....saiful....hmm...a couple more...
- christmas was a blast...spent it with family and friends...*thanks to those who came*
- new year....hahah...the best ever....*muahhuggers to my baby*

those were a couple of highlights...bah...will blog more...if ever i feel like if...but as of now...im outs...

muahhuggers....

happy new year to everyone...