Thursday, September 23, 2004

:. nothing but me .:

haizzz....this sucks....not this...but this.....*i know you don't get me*


I'm still stuck in school still waiting for abang sufri...and hopefully off to see Princess Diaries 2....I so can't wait to watch it... =)


Last night...well can't say it was a blast...but i miss chillin' as in just chillin'...sittin' and drinking....talking about everything and anything....damn... me, my sister, ate tnet, kuya eugene and chris...were chillin' at my place...then chris left early....*tired..yawn yawn*...then about 1ish mike, corbs, nani, rodell, bobi and this other dude came to the house...now that is when we all started to chill....mike, nani, corbs and rodell are like good friends of ours who happens to be on holiday...well not exactly holiday but like here for the shell rimula basketball tourney....and they were being such sweeties by coming over last night for a drink....the night was long...but it was fun...laughs and all...but we then started to reminise about last year and the previous year....damn...oh well..times change...hahaha...*i moved house*


anyhoots....other than that...me and my sister have been watching the shell rimula basketball tourney....no, not cos of the guys but cos of the game...its good..and i mean damn good...*last year was better*....anyways....thats wats been occupying me...and well chillin' with chris...which reminds me...he's leaving lunch time tomorrow for sg. then for uk....argh...i am soooo gonna miss that guy....he is such a sweetie...


okay, before i bore like the whole lot of you....imma go now...so till whenever...hahaha....*muahhuggers*


to ma taggers :
[teta]....nope...its chris as in chris low...my godbrother...hahaha...the chinese dude who used to go to JIs...then moved to uk??but chris brown, i must say...hes hot....hahahaha....wish it was him...hahahaha *miss u lots wuman*
[izzah]...nope...not kris..but chris...when are u coming back here??? miss na kita...
[joenah]....i know.....miss u lots....*muahhuggers*

Thursday, September 16, 2004

:. back in the game called love .:

gak.....


I THINK I'M IN LOVE!!!!


this is sooo not right....i'm feeling all these emotions right now....and like i don't know if its good but hell...i dont really care...i'm loving this fact....but yes...i'm stayin out of relationships...and thats a fact!....well for a while that is....hahahha


so...back to my life...i've been spending most of my time with chris....who just came back from uk...hotter than ever...i must add....damn...hahahaha.....but yeah...he's cool...a nice person to talk to...like all the time....we talk about anything and everything....other than spending most of my time with him...i've been in school...and home with my family....hahaha....spending quality time....*yeah right* nah....


so....hahaha....i'll blog...when i actually have something to blog about...but for now...my mind is blank...


Love me lots...hahaha....and love u all lots too..*muahhhuggers*

Monday, August 30, 2004

:.lunch hour sucks.:

argh.......figgin' argh.....LUNCH HOUR SUCKS!!!!

i swear...this is sooooo not me......i don't like what is happening to my friggin' life!....i miss my babyfarker....i was just goin' through my english lit text during my english class...and there i found her letter!!!!....argh....babybooonzzzzz.....i soooo need you down here in friggin' brunei!!!....gawd.....u know u are the only one who can help cheer me up and everything!....argh....i miss u....i miss him....i miss abgzzz.....i'm missing every one and no one knows it....oh well...not like they give a fuck!


i see the old people i used to hang with, the feelin aint just the same no more....u guys don't get it...u dont know what has been happening with me....ITS NOT MY FAULT!!!!! thank god yennie bunzz is back...i missed her too farkin' lots too...she was one of the few people who i can cry on to....gawd! i miss everyone who has walked in and out of my life recently....especially u!....i may not want to admit it but yes i miss u!!!...among all people but why you!....no not YOU!...but you! it irritates me 'cos everytime i want to do something, it would remind me of YOU!....argh, the malls, the places, the drinks! gawd!....no!!!!.....i hate this part!....i'm leaving but you are not! leave me alone!...i need that...i seriously do!!!! please !!!


alright, before i start gettin all irritated and all...and start to tear up again and reminise about my lovely past...i should go....but before that.....nina and nana....hi *muahhuggers*

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

:.back in school.;

2nd day back in school and it hasnt been as how i expected it to be....not hell...but better! i guess its cos i've done some work during the holidays...yes, i sat my ass down in front of my school work during the holidays.

anyhoots, life hasnt been that bad...a couple of ups and downs, but so far, i have been happy and the decisions that I have been making has been making me really happy. I know i have regretted some, but then again when i think of it, it aint worth regretting 'cos i know at least i have tried. =)

In the past 2 days, i have been in and out of the hospital, monday, was there for a check up then on tuesday, was there for blood test if i have annemia??? like me annemic?, i don't think so...but oh well, what the hell, never know. was so scared during the blood test....gak, but it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be so.....

Besides hospital and school, i have been getting some of my much needed sleeps both in the afternoon and at night...loving it! but somehow i am able to get some work done so its all good.....sad bit is, i dont have my laptop now...well i do but its at the hospital =( so i am stuck with my brothers pc which no one uses... =( i want my baby back!!! oh well another couple of days =)

taggers!!!
boonish:- i love u lots woman!!
kak cil:- will msg u asap....love u too....
iyra:- thanks for droppin me some <33 much needed =) <33 u lots too...

to everyone...*muahhuggers*


Monday, August 16, 2004

the past few weeks

Life isn’t as unfair as we think it really is. There are some things in life that is good but we think it really isn’t. There are some happenings in our life in which we don’t expect or don’t want to happen. For some reason, I, have been thinking about what has been happening in my life for the past few weeks.

It all started when I started to hang around my sisters and their friends. They are one unbelievable group of people that I know. These are the people who taught me to grow up; they taught me part of who I am today. I am grateful that they are my friends as well. I love the fact that they do not disregard because of my age. Yes, I am way younger than all of them and all of them are already working while here I am still in school and enjoying it. I was starting to hate school because of the workload but then to come think of it, I am pretty lucky that I’m still in school because I get to enjoy life as well.

So, this bunch of people that I have been out and about with most of the time are not workaholics but they make sure that their work is done, but are fun-aholics (if there is such word). They love to enjoy the pleasures of life *let’s drink to that*.

The best thing about being with them are the fact that when you are feeling depressed or whatever is putting your spirit down, someone is always there to cheer up whoever is down. There is always someone there anytime you need a friend. We always as in always make up occasions just so that we could enjoy each and everyone’s company. *anniversary, birthdays* There was never a time that I spent with them that I didn’t enjoy and I have never regretted the late night sleeping, the sessions, the f.ts’ , chilling, basically everything that we do.

I used to think that life is all about pain and suffering. Well sure, we do suffer as well but up to a certain point. We also enjoy life but when we do, we don’t usually realize that we are already enjoying our life and only realize it in the end. How sad is that? Oh well, all I can say is that whatever it is, just be happy and take things as they come and think of that future not just the present.

*this is for the menglait association* Thanks for everything!

they are the ones who have made me happy these past few weeks...thanks you sooo much....love u all lots and lots!!!

Saturday, July 24, 2004

:. out and about .:

woooooaaaaahhh!!!! its been a while since i've blogged here. sorry! i've been uber busy with my life and when i get back home i'm uber tired already and so i tend to fall asleep! ha! what an excuse!

 
anyhoots! Last WEDNESDAY   me was out like practically the whole day! gawd....so tiring this whole week. I was out and about with my siblings and a couple of my sisters friends like the whole nite and that nite ended in the morning at like umm.....2am! Baby, Abg Lanny and Abg Farisan came and picked me up at like 8ish *i think* then we left for Boonish's place...then we were off to gadong to do some walking....hahahaha! after gadong it was ARENA time baby!.....we went to arena to meet up with my siblings and her friends. Original plan was to drop me off but no they stayed and played pool.....After arena, the guys dropped me off to CHILLs in gadong 'cos me siblings went there first and I just followed. Then HOME SWEET HOME we went after like 1am...hahaha...but eugene, tinette, bri, turk*dunno his name*, diman and lim came along to our place to do some booze drinking baby!....hahaha...and the morning ended at 2:30ish....

 
THURSDAY...got up at 8ish and left my crib at 9ish *umi, aisya and maya came to pick me up* and headed for the airport. We were supposed to meetup with boons at the time but she wasnt there yet but hadi was, so we went to express and ate. Then baby, abg lanny and abg farisan came and joined us. After a while BOONISH came and we were all 'we are not goin to cry' hahahaha....and so we didnt. After sending boonish off we *maya, aisya, baby, hads, abg lanny and  abg farsan* went off to gadong.....stayed there till lunch time then like before we left gadong Boonish messaged me that she was already in gadong. *missing u to the max darlin*  came home and did some bummin' around then like around 8ish diman came and picked me and my sisters up, went to riverview to meet up with hong then off to sugar and spice we went for dinner. Eugene and Tinette followed us after a while then off to gadong we went for pool *decided that arena was just no the place that nite* . The nite ended at around 12ish then home sweet home we went.

 
FRIDAY....a sooo boring day i tell u. Didnt do no nothing but bum around the WHOLE day!....gawd...i said i was gonna do some school work...maybe later! hahaha...then like at nite me and my parents went to gadong for some SHOPPIN....hehehe....bumped into a couple of people...and my baby, abd lanny, hads and abg lanny.  okay i am not mentionin any other names...'cos sooo not even important! Then like me was soo bored watched like a series of movies...gawd! how sad.....hmm....oh welsh....

 
and so thats how my week went!...hahaha.....bah im outs....*muahhuggers*

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

:. i'm feelin' so good .:

i said to myself i'd blog last night when i got home about how my day went and all...but nah.....was tired and I needed to do something better like reading my world lit text and so i did.


hahahaha.....random thinking here ;)


Tuesday - 20th July 2004

 
I was bumming, well tecnically bumming cos when i got up did my part of the chores then when mommy came home she told me to arrange these papers and so I did and now all i'm waiting for is the correct answers for me to be able to mark them :) hahaha....then around 5ish me and mommy went for a walk down the road then to the back of this school *dunno the name* we did a lil' bit of joggin'. I like!!! hehehehe....finally got some exercise for me! While joggin Aisyah dearest gave me a buzz and asked me to come over for dinner cos its like *supposedly* a farewell dinner for the boonie boonzzz, yes darls we loves u lots and lots :)


Came home took a quick shower...got bored so i actually fixed my hair...for what seemed the first time in umm......hahahaha....ages!! i dont fix my hair anymore! then umi and aisyah came and pick me up....dropped me off their place and they went off to pick my boy up from baz's place ;) Boonish came, then more people started to come. Finally DINNER.....i tell u this is one of the most yummiest food i had in a while....yummy berabis... ;)  I was practically eatin' soo much, but yeah had to watch what i eat. There were all sorts of food....and the yummiest dish was the pasta with scallops and prawns, the other yummy ones are salmon, mashed potatoes, prawns, chicken....and the desert!! damn...talking about food making me hungry...and i'm just waiting for my sister to finish cooking our roasted chicken for lunch...*yum yum*


Around 10ish Umi, maya, ben and Baby sent me home :)....home sweet home....by the time i arrived home, the family was just haing dinner. NO, I didnt join them but i sat down with them and talked :) then after dinner...mummy had the urge to go to the night market...and she had to drag me along.... haizz~ tired but it felt good to be spendnig time with the parentals once in a while....but when we got home she went all MENTAL...gak~ what is wrong with people nowadays....sooo mental~ not good noh!


So that was my day yesterday~ Monday was boring like hell...so wont even be bothered to talk about that! And today, I'm not even sure what i'm going to do except i'll be goin out with my mommy later when she gets home, or something that's what she told me last nite :) Then I'll prolly get back to more *pukes*Studying!


*thought of the day*
I'm feeling so good, no reason for me to feel good but i just do! I feel loved! *muahhuggers*
 
 




Sunday, July 18, 2004

:. WOOOOO.: /added

wow.....hehehehe....a new whatchamacallit??....hehehehe...i think this is soooo cool..... (say what???)..nyahahahha..
 
 
boredom.....haizzz....random post here....
 
 
currently chatting with beelz and izzah, two my closest friends..but they dont know each other...anyhoots..im just waiting for time to pass.....gak....boredom..and the weather is soooo nyaman to sleep in but i just woke up....like 3-4 hours ago....so...umm.taking the idea of sleeping offf......NOOO.....no more sleepin in the afternoon...m gonna get ma ass working...promise!!
 
 
i've actually started on some of my school work...(what-am-i-thinking??)...finished my research for my business coursework and for my extended essay...starting to re-read my world lit texts and other texts, started on my maths....GAWD....i don't do work...nooo...not me!! but i am....hehehhe...somehow i'm shooo proud of myself...
 
 
SAD....thats what i'm feeling now...gawd, i just hate it when i have to send my friends off and Boonish is leaving me already :( hmph!!....dun like as in dun like!!! then kak cil  is leaving again....but i know she'll be back soonish..ya kak?? haizzz...life...
 
 
YESTERDAY.....saturday...went out with jet in the afternoon....bonded with my long lost neighbour...hahaha....then met up with baby and hadz, chilled and walked around for what seemed ages, bumped into people...the usual gadong faces....boredom!!...then i found out that i was literally stuck there, gawd! but then eventually someone came and picked me up to go to ate annie's birthday bash in naja's house...overflowing of alcoholic drinks, overflowing of smokes....ordinary ones :) hehehehe....i was kinda wasted...NOT!!! hehehe...i shoooo enjoyed my nite!! heheheh...then kak cil and abg sal slept over.and before we slept abg sal made us watch PONTIANAK...hell no!!..good thing i was like literally not watchin the movie....hehehhe...wud watch it wen i have someone to hug..but not last nyt :(....oh welsh... :(....
 
 
okay...me thinks this post is getting shooo long.... but who cares....
 
 
i'm sick!!!....i dont like.....down with fever and flu :( not good at all.....my whole back and ass has been lyin down the whole day....and its not doin me any good at all i tell u! its making the situation worst...so imma be doin more stuffs so me ass wont just be stuck on the couch in front of the teevee or in front of the laptop :( gawd...i hate being sick!!!

 

hehehe...bah m outs...
 
 

Thursday, July 15, 2004

:. but why me?? .:

i was wondering how life is....and like i'm currently chatting with a childhood friend... Marco....and OMG!!...i didnt know life is that cruel..hehehe..kiddin' marco....but yeah...life is cruel...GAK!!!.....its like i see it this way...and other ppl see it that way..totally different from myn...gawd...i miss it when i didnt bother about all these things...but now i guess i do...i'm growing..still learnin...but im accepting facts about how life is... oh welsh...thats just how its got to be....then i'm gonna be accepting it....for all i care...i know i live my life for me...and not to make 'em happy..kay maybe i do care..but just this tiny bit!!...i am sensitive to...i just dont show it...ppl who knows me well should know that...


anyhoots...instead of me goin on and on about how ppl see me...i should stop...and STOP being judgemental...okay...wil try ma best.....hehehhe....


bah im out...tired....hehehhe...

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

:.Honey.:

okay i think i'm way behind with movies and all....blame that to my tyt sched man...so i watched like 3 friggin' movies this afternoon...until now the teevee is on...gosh...wat a movie maniac i tell u...but i dont get to do this all the time...


so...was watching like Till there was u, Honey, Hellboy ...good movies i tell u..but i liked honey the best...hehehe...i love the dancing and all...me likes...i love dancing... ;)


haizzz...life is boring...however, i'm supposed to be spendin at least 6hours on school work and all...i tried...trust me i have...but it aint workin that much...i'm lucky me rents dont force me to lock maself in ma room...damn imma die if i stay there for long...but then i love ma room...hell ma room is ze best....


last nite izzah and jasmine gave me a surprise visit...goos thing me wasnt in a huge ass tee that i'm usually in...ehehehe....well we had this long ass gurl talks...about me life, their lives and all...haven't seen them in ages....gak....i missed my gurls soooo much...we used to chil...wait...me and izzah hated each other...hehehe..but we are all good now...shes one of my closest friend...someone i trust.. ;) then after talking we just had to eat...hunger baby...and the food my sister cooked was nyaman berabis....hehehehe....irya darling u know wat i mean...


anyhoots....m off....have to chat with my mates...hehehe...bah to everyone.... me loves u all

Sunday, July 11, 2004

:.life.:

Today is just one of those days where everything went so-so...boredom!!! but hey it wasnt that bad either...something i like happened...like finally they opened their eyes to the truth...without me getting involved in it...so yeah...


I'm missing the boy soooooo bad..i swear...okay...so we were together the whole day..but we had those ups and downs...but it wasnt as bad...but still!!...we separated and i wasnt feeling oh so good...its like as if something was bothering him but not telling...can someone please tell me when something is going on...i seriously hate being the last person to know...i do!!!


Yesterday....went out with the Fucker clan...thats babyfucker, skyfucker, windfucker(me), dustbinfucker, flowerfucker, chairfucker, tablefucker, slutfucker...i hope i didnt forget anyone...okay....well these weren't the only ones in the fucker clan...but the rest couldnt make it... its all good....we all missed the other fuckers!!...promise we do!!!.....


anyhoots....this post is for Babyfucker, chair fucker, vondutch fucker (abg lanny which fucker are u again??...hehehehe).....u guys are the best...thanks u guys oh soooo much...u guys rock!!!.... I love u guys soooo much....

okay...i'm out...will post again laters....*muahhuggers*

Friday, July 09, 2004

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Tuesday, July 06, 2004

WOOOO!

hhehehhe...hihi....i come from mars and u do not know me and you'll never will MuAHaMuAhA....i come in peace!!!n me name iz pwyncess n im serious!!!!!abt me name mauAhAmuAhA

:.Happiness.:

gak...i felt sad for nothing....nyahahahahaha.....


I'm shoooo happy today... :)


baby is still sick...tapi wat to do?....oh well...just get well ya baby??...


anyhoots....i've been having the best day of ma life.....well sorta... :) me had the presentation thingy today for my EE....and okay...i cant say it's that bad...but it went okay but not as good as i wanted it to be... :(

gak...tired...

i wanted to post longer but m just tooo lazy...

bah i'm out....(if ever i'll post later again ;)

Haz...oists.....me cudnt care less wat u think...

Monday, July 05, 2004

can i say cry??.....

:'(

i want to cry....wait....i am crying..i hate feeling like this, the whole world is coming down on me!!! nooooo......

i hate my life....i hate me...i hate everything that is going on in my freaking life!!!!

crying wont make me feel better as it bever does....argh...i hate feeling like this...probably the only way that would make me feel better is that to hurt me again....

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.........................its not supposed to be like this!!!!

Die!!

Sunday, July 04, 2004

:.happiness.:

I miss u oh sooooooooo much


anyways...that was not meant for anyone in particular...it was me and my random thinkin :)


hmm...just got back from a scruptious dinner with Lisa, Gina, Gerry and YENNIE BUNZ....damn i miss hanging out with them....we went for dinner at Sugar and Spice...then off to Taurean Cafe we went..for ice cream....nyamanzzz i tell u....*yummie* and the talk that we had was good....damn its been ages since ive had talks like those... :)

anyhoots...umm...about missing people...yesh, i do miss random people, my best friend, my closest ever friends from school and the list goes on..but i miss this particular person. a person i've been longing to talk to..but i know it aint gonna happen soon...oh welsh..its all good...i'm happy for that person... ;)


I'M HAPPPPPPPYYYYYY

shouts to my taggers!!!

Beelzzz thanks a bunchies wuman....i got it fixed...:0 hehehee....
Zah thanks wuman...i'm lovin the layout too..out tayo soon ha...miss na kita...
to my other taggers!!...thanks for visiting the site

love u all lots and lots and lots...muahhuggers...

Saturday, July 03, 2004

:. WOOO .:

psst....finally a nu layout! took me ages to get this thing rite..ask dian, she knows...ive been bugging her...even beelzz...oh welsh...sorrie for being me!!

i can say this layout rocks...cool eh...i know its too pink and all...but yeah..i like pink..but at least this isnt shoooo feminine like the other pinks that i know ;) okay...imma stick to this layout till...umm....i dunno when....nyahahahaa....

anyhoots...

okay since ive last blogged....ive done shoo much....*omg!* can u actually believe the fact that i've been shoo rajin nowadays..like wtf?...school is about to end in exactly 3 days...well not counting tomorrow....WOOOO!!! cant wait for the hols...will bum for a while then will prolly do more school work..gak..!! shoo weird..nothing to do...hmm..well i do have tons and tons of 'holiday homework'...i just shoo hate it when teaches call it dat..its like ruining ma holiday.... oh welsh..

argh...im like shooo pissed....i spent the whole nite fixing this layout...and taking care of kids that i wasn't able to do anything else...sad sad...oh welsh, i'm just not the kind of person who does more than two things at once :(i gotta learn how..teta...i know ur good at this one...

Saturday nite...and i didnt go jalan...like wtf?..oh welsh....hehehe...had things to do...yeah rite..my siblings sooo ruined my nite...they didnt say they were going out...gosh man!..please give me an earlier note that i have to take care of the kid... but its all good 'cos like i was out the whole nite last nite...and it was shooo damn fun..hehehe...chilled with ma gurlfriends....i misshed u guys shoo muchos....went out with fizzieee, qeelzz, fizziee's younger sister, aisyah and maya...the moment we reached gaydong, i headed straight for ZaZa to check out what the boyfy was doin...amazingly he was having a hair cut!!...gak...never thought he'd do it without telling me....or me buggin him to do it...*baby me loves u*..then we were roaming around gadong like the whole day...finally went home like at 9ish...haizz..tired!!!

okay...i'd blog about today too..but nothing much happened...so yeah...

ATTENTION to all my readers!!! i have an announcement...hahahaa....IZA is now gonna join me...so lets all welcome her!!!

okays...now shoutouts to my taggers:-
Dian:-...heres ma updates...hehehe...u know me is a busy wuman!!

QiQi:-...loved the time i spent withchu yesterday....and shorrieee...me loves u wuman!!

Qool:-...hmm...matet=slut..i dont think thats an equation..i'll give u a better equation Matet=Bitch...as in Beautiful Intelligent Talented Caring Honest

zah:-...psst...wuman...missing u!!!

iyra:-....me missh u guys to the max....psst....i like ur layout *hint hint*

mimi:-..thanks u...hehehe... :) im still workin on it..

okay i'm out

Monday, June 28, 2004

:. lifes a rollercoaster .:

omg!....just yesterday i finally talked to beelzzz, i swear i haven't talked to this wuman in a long long time...i missed u sooo damn much...like a freaking muthafucker!!...it was really funny cos me, boonish, bildo and choonah were talking about different Johns.....hehehe..soo funny i tell u...then it had to end...

Bildo...u get well soonish ya??....boonish....jalan again...hehehe...

anyways, currently chatting with Baby, Abang Lanny and syafeee....i was chatting witn dian but i dunno wat happened to her..oh welsh...i miss u wuman!

anyhootsss, ive been such a bum lately...i swear, i mean saturday...i didnt go to school, they had their sports day...HOTNESS!! so it was a mega NO-NO!!...but then like at nite...i went jalan...until around 11ish...was in gaydong with my sister and her group of friends first then they left so i chilled with a couple of people i know....around 7ish Boonish came.. then ppl started showing up....i missed my baby sooo damn much...but he came to see me...even if i know he was sooo tired from his 2 day trip to miri with his boys...then abang lanny came...and we chilled at West Street Cafe....dang....i missed that place sooo much. Mas was asking me to chill with him in this new cafe called solitude, tapinya, I didn't have time...next time ya?...hehehe...Alvin was being such a doll by sending me back home...thanks dearies... ;)

the whole of sunday....i was just dead asleep...my mom was sooo pissed at me i tell u...but then again...we were okay at the end of the day..cos we went for a mother-daughter bonding...well with daddy on the side...we went to the mall...shopped...hehehe..i miss those days when it was just the 3 of us....dang!...call me an attention seeker..but i do miss bonding with my mom and my dad...havnt been doing that since everyone came... haiz...thats just how life is... :)

today...nyahahhaha..boring..school was dead boring...but during break...and our free time...i played..SCRABBLE with ppl...nyahahaa..soo much fun!...i won!!!... yes humphrey i'm good in it ....then tonight...had that awards ceremony crap..it was okay...baby came...then Abg Lanny ..haiz...abg muiz i like ur hair!!!

bah im out!

Muahhuggers

Shouts to my Taggers!
Kak Cil :- Muahhuggers to u too...love u lots kak

Yuiho:- its all good...dont worry about it...

River_phoenix:-...miss u gazillions wuman!

teta:-...miss na miss na kita...balik ka na dito!

bah...byessss

Friday, June 25, 2004

:.woah.:

woah...its been almost a week since i've last blog...nyahahaha..ive just been tooo toooo lazy as well as tooo tooo busy...haiz, life is such a bitch nowadays, but who fucking cares...nyahahhaa!!

since ive last blogged, ive been doing sooo much....u'd be surprised with what ive been up to.

Wednesday, went for this group 4 project field trip in Kampong Ayer, well instead of doing bullshit we hanged around in Bandar for what seemed forever. Joshings, treated me to lunch...*muahhuggers* Thanks u ;) no not you joshua lew..but joshua goh, it was hilarious because after that we went to giordano for some modelling stunt...nyahahaha...trisha did most of it...but serene and me, did a lil ourselves too....then back to school we went ;)

Thursday, boring boring boring..until i went out with d' sisters and ocean. we were off to gadong by around late 7ish, then met up with Khalid and abang Lanny, *to those peeps i forgot to msg m so so sorry...i'll make it up to u*. Around umm....8ish Bruce, Jeff and Rob joined us in Chill cafe. Then around 9ish..moved somewhereto just chill....the night was fun until...SHE had to destroy it as wat she demands cant be done...like *fuck woman get ur fucking act right...you know that he cant be there for u always..hes got a fucking girlfriend...*

Today...nyahhahaha...woke up soo fucking early..like its a FRIDAY...but NOOO...i had this group 4 trip again...but we only chilled so it was all good ;)...

i'd shout out to my taggers..but apparently i've been taggin there..so yeah..sorry u guys...no shoutouts to u yet....but *muahhuggers* to all of u.

okay i'm out...

no wait...

if you wanna be somebody, if u wanna go somewhere, then u better wake up and pay attention -quote from Sister Act 2

okay now im really out...

miss u like a mother fucker u babyfucker

byessss

Monday, June 21, 2004

:.Freedom.:

i sooooo love this word...freedom, this doesnt mean freedom from the parentals or whatever...but freedom from everything....

i was just in this youth conference thingy for the whole weekend, i assumed it to be boring..but it was worth it in the end...i swear..it really was, i enjoyed every single bit of it. i felt scared to actually go, i was technically forced to go and at some point i chose to go as well ;) [in which im very proud of]. the first day was all get to know the group and all and have fun, the day was suppose to end my us watching Braveheart, that Mel Gibson movie but there were som technical problems so we ended up watching it on the 2nd day. the movie was ayts i guess but it really isnt my kind of movie. the 2nd day ended with a disco, it was fun to the max but unfortunately, ppl here dont know how to rave...sad sad sad....but it was good... the last and 3rd day ended earlier than the rest of the days, it ended up lke past 2. the day ended with awards ceremony and my group, ABRAHAM'S NATION won the braveheart challenge...the braveheart challenge was one of the funnest things that happened...we had games like water balloon fights, obstacle races, treasure hunts and a couple more in which i cant remember...theres were the only ones i took part in... ;)

anyways, after the Braveheart, youth conference in church. my sister, ate mye asked me to chill with her at Lizzie's cafe, she loves that place shooo much, dunno why though. i messaged baby to join us and he did after a couple of hours. ate mye then decided to watch a movie at the mall, so mall we went to watch Chronicles of Riddick, i was shoo tired from the conference that i fell asleep in the movie house...what a waste! i saw one of my closest ever friend in the movies...gak...i miss u shoo much wuman! then home i went....and i just flopped in bed after that.

today...school...hmm...i woke up pretty late for school... oh welsh, at least i got there on time ;) i was sooo happy cos i got my dt paper back and i got more than i expected and so Ms. Akhtar moved me to higher level....she said I have confidence in you! this is something i dont usually get. then for break me, johnson and trisha went to eat breakfast at some restaurant and for some reason me and trish just wasn't up for eating. after school...lazed around a bit, i felt sooo damn tired but i ended up doing some school work.

Shoutouts to my taggers:-
Yuiho, dont u find it hilarious and sad that she doesnt have anything better to do? i guess she really doesnt have a life!
Dan, as i've said earlier in one of my posts, i dont care if anyone hates me because u see dan dearie, i lived 18 years existing and surviving without them and so i can still live without them.
Michelle dearie, i'm just sooo glad that you keep coming back here...hope to read from u soonish ;)

okay im out, back to work i go ;)

*muahhuggers*