shopgirl/eating out

its 2:30am and I am still not fucking fast asleep. I swear there is something wrong with my body clock, that is if it still fucking exist. I hate this.

I have to wake up by 6:30 to send my ma to work, then pick her up noontime. The whole day today, I was just driving for the family, mostly my ma. I dont mind, its just that it does get tiring and sometimes they just dont understand that.

I just finished watching shopgirl and eating out. Shopgirl, well. *yawn yawn* no comment. Eating out. Weird but incredibly good. I think people should watch eating out to actually understand gays. I know the one person who definitely will not watch it is my booboo. He just abso-fucking-lutely hate gays. I mean, the closest people to me are gay. No, some of them are still in the closet gay but they are gay. do not ask who. I love my gay friends, as gay.

I am currently watching Brokeback Mountain (Its another gay movie), from what I heard from a friend, it is actually good. I will ust watch and see.

The past few days, I have been a professional bum. No, I still havent found a job and Yes, I am NOT looking, well that is until last weekend. do not ask. It hurts.

I swear I just cant sleep earlier than 4am. I probably could, if I was THAT tired, but i never get tired. The only time I would wake up is at noontime or even later. If I do get up earlier, there has to be a really good reason. Just like today. fuck. I slept so late and I woke up at 6-fucking-am. gak! I tried getting more sleep but I just couldnt get more than 2 hours. I skipped lunch and dinner so that I could catch on my sleep. Yes. I do try to get enough sleep for my body. Lunch and dinner time were the only time that I can catch on my sleep. The rest of the day was spent driving for my family. no I am not complaining.

i swaer my sleeping routine is totally fucked up...its 2:30am..and I am still not a tiny bit sleepy...last nite i slept past 2-fucking-am..i need help!

valentines is just around the corner and I still havnt got a clue wat my booboo wants to do...he said he has planned something..but doesnt want me to know until valentines day itself...i havent gotten him a gift...his birthday is coming up as well..wtf??...argh! i hate this!

.OMG!!.

i swear i was just gonna freak out..my day started so so...until...gak!...i got caught by the police..i was driving past the speed limit..which is totally stupid..cos the limit is 100..and i was like 112?..hello 12?..and they wudnt let it go..argh...oh well...at least it wasnt my car...but fuck!..it was my fucking name..gak!...oh well..haha... ;) 50 bcks gone from johnrey..

so this is how it all started..

eleven picked my up frm the workshop cos i needed to send my car and he needed company to go to kb..so i joined him..he got tired of driving so i drove..then while we were on that stretch of bsb-kb...the police was like..you are over speeding...fuck!...gak!...haha..oh well...it totally freaked me out..then eleven totally calmed me down by saying i got caught...soooo many times here...phew...hehe.. oh well.. a lesson learnt today..dont drive fast...I wish!...hehe

love lots!

memoirs of a geisha

You Are 60% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

damn. i didnt know i was THAT of an abnormal. not that it is a bad thing, but yea. abnormal? grr.. hehe.. so...okay..the past few days have been a bitch. my hubby is not around the country. hes somewhere in the same island though. come home to me soon baby. i need someone to talk to. (im a loner-fuck!)

i am sick and tired of this theme watever u call it. I will most probably change it. asap. if i dont end up sleeping soon. then I guess i shall do it today. not like anyone is interested in reading my rants.

i watch memoirs of a geisha today with my parents and some of their friends. it was a good movie. never thought it would be that good. but it was. damn. i do not want to be a geisha. i doubt i can be. but hmmm....thinks..hehe....baby??..hehe..joke joke. he wouldnt want me to. it was like during their time being a geisha is sooo WOW!...and entertainer. instead of a tv entertaining you..women who has painted their faces is a geisha. well u can definitely not call a prostitute a geisha. different category honey. hehe... ;) great great movie.


i miss my boyfriend. come back yeah?

pictures...hehe

me and my cute lik cousin jasmine..hehe my partner in crime

.very random.

...Your Heart Is Orange

Love equals unbridled happiness for you. You enjoy the wild ride of falling in love. And while the ride is fun for a while, you always get off once the thrill is gone. Your flirting style: Hyper Your lucky first date: Anything you need your passport for! Your dream lover: Is both daring and well grounded What you bring to relationships: Energy

What Color Heart Do You Have?

i can say that that is true..however...umm..bleh...im not gonna comment. I guess that was me then..but now its just a totally different story. Im not getting any younger... *love u hun*

the philippines!

OMG!!...i never thought the phils would be a blast...damn..i had the best time while I was there...

the clubbing at basement.. the fantab time with my friends from the past...gak!. i want to go back...now! bring me home now...wait-a-minute! my home is where my booboo is...okay rephrase...take me to the phils now!! me want!! hehe,,,,more pics will be posted...soon...once i get my pics uploaded..m just not bothered yet..hehe..grabed this pic from mommy anna..hehe...damnit me didnt get to meet all of them...but non-the-less..it was a fantab time..hehe...

the shopping from one mall to another...i know my booboo had a fantab time shopping..he was much more of a shopaholic that I was..but hey i still got to shop..the starbucks everyday..! i miss my starbucks...grrr...they really shud have starbucks here...really! i want starbucks! grrrr...

i just realisd my watchamacalit...umm..tagboard is gone..will fix it someday..i mean no one bothers readin so yeah...could not be bothered shitless...hehe.. ;)

next time

december 2005

It has been a month of a lot of happenings. I will not put all the details but here are some:-

• dec 17 - my brothers garden wedding which was sooo awesome..the only sad thing was that It was raining. Nonetheless it was sooo romantic. It was up in the mountains. I want to have my wedding there too *hint hint*
• dec 18 - my sisters babys christening. Baby Marc Andrew got baptized as well as my parents 30th wedding anniversary. For the christening we basically just went to the church for baptism then off to her hubbys crib for the latter celebration. 30th anniversary of my parents...had dinner at gerrys. food was great.
• dec 22 - the day I was supposed to go back to Brunei. did not happen as our car broke down. woot woot. hehe...so we ended up going to Baguio. which was soooo cold damnit.
• dec 23 - still in baguio. had nice time bonding with my mommy ditas and daddy chito and their grankids... ;)
• dec 24 - last minute shopping for xmas. which was totally unplanned for. church at 11, noche buena the minute we arrived home. it was sooo much fun as it has been a while since my whole family has celebrated christmas together with no one missing. We has exchange gifts and all that.
• dec 25 - christmas. went to the tolentino clan. spent the whole day there. then dinner at super bowl.
• dec-26 - still xmas celebration went to another tolentino residence. dinner then shopping at ilog for my last night
• dec 27 - early trip to clark pampanga for my flight back to kk then from kk fly back to Brunei
• dec 28 - spent the whole day with my boo boo. movie (king kong . it sucked BIG TIME).
• dec 29 - officially resigned from my job.

haha...till then..gtg...eleven is on his way here..bye...

going

Life has been nice. well thats for the past few days. I swear everyday there are fucked ups and downs..but hey I am still surviving all those shit.

Monday. my booboo arrived from bali. He seemed happy. I guess he enjoyed. thats good then. But then..hes sick. fuck. Tummy crams or something. not to worry. nurse matet is here. wooohoo!. stayed home a while then dinner at the mall. bought 2 movies then home. by 11 we were asleep. I know weird. *we were alone at home, my parents are back in the phils*

Tuesday. me and my booboo got up so motherfucking early. i skived work. 7:30am. like wtf? no work and we get up early. but hey we went back to sleep. got up at around 10ish then cooked breakfast for him. finished up with the movie that we were watching the night before. *I swear you guys should watch that movie. "Death to the supermodels" fucking hillarious man!* then went back to bed at ard 11ish. fuck. sleep the whole day! by the time it was 2, we were hungry again. so we decided to get out of bed take a shower and then off to gadong to pay off bills and get my atm card and of course lunch. then it was 5. fuck. time for him to go. gak! I do not want him to go!!!! oh well..life is a bitch. so he left. I stayed home and did the sex and the city marathon. again. at 9 i decided I needed to get out of the fuckin house. so i called some friends. left and went to gdg. it was slightly full. not to worry. haha. then tita lina called. so me picked her up. we chilled at chill. yes with my aunt. it was cool. i like it when she is around. i get to have free food! wooohooo!! *cheap ass* anyhoots. was supposed to meet someone. never did. then at midnight I went home. picked up my gran from my aunts then home sweet home.

Wednesday. work is a bitch! nothing exciting. I finally watched narnia.

fuck. this blog is gonna get so random!

I miss my boyfriend. Im flying off tonight. fuck. I want my boyfriend to come! shiets.. oh well

bye.

adorable...

i saw these cute pictures...I like...hehe. Can I please have the remote for christmas... joke baby..you know I love you the way u are.. ;)

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Fashionista 61% Tastefulness, 56% Originality, 67% Deliberateness, 47% Sexiness

[Tasteful Original Deliberate Prissy] One is certain: you have great taste and plenty of ideas. You have clearly defined beliefs about what's good and what's bad in fashion but they are far from banal. Stylish and imaginative, you prefer to inspire admiration than to shock and you mostly succeed. Even if sometimes you'd like to have more courage to put on something absolutely outrageous you do great job in creating a unique look that others look up to. There is a possibility that you work in the fashion industry. If you don't, perhaps you should. The opposite style from yours is Bar Cruiser [Flamboyant Conventional Random Sexy]. All the categories: Fashion Enemy Bar Cruiser Kid Next Door Sex Bomb Hippie Kid Fashion Rebel Fashion Artist Catwalk God(ess) Librarian Sporty Hottie Office Master Uptown Girl/ Boy Brainy Student Movie Star Fashionista Glamorous Soul

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 58% on Tastefulness You scored higher than 53% on Originality You scored higher than 75% on Deliberateness You scored higher than 33% on Sexiness

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I just want to know who actually reads my blog. The only person I know who does is boonishness..I love that wuman!...so please...leave me a note or something if u do.

you are runing my fucking life

fuck you!...u fucking bastard...gawd...now u want me to be that...fuck u!...and everything is still the same.. damn u!...i just wish you go to hell like right now!!

**venting out!!

so a week has gone. time flew so fast. one more week and you too will be gone. fuck. I do not want you to go there. how many times did i tell you that. oh well. I guess I cant stop you. You will be away for one effing week. fuck. Who the fcuk am I supposed to depend on when you're gone? who am I gonna to cry to when you are gone? I know you will be back...but still baby a whole week without you is just....not right.

enough ranting. I have been uber busy with work. Luckily for the past few days, I go home to you, if you weren't here, I dunno what I would have done. Work has been motherfcuked stressful. thank god they aint here no more. fuck they were one hell of a group. shit. I need to get my well deserved rest. I swear I really do. I need it more than anything. I want to get a rest. Thank God for my wonderful parents who will be treating me to a trip to the phils then to kuala lumpur and singapore. but then again. that means i need some ka-ching. shiets. baby will be here only for like 3 days then i'm off to phils for my bros wedding, then to kuala lumpur. I will basically me away for 2 weeks. Im sorry honeybunch, I know how you hate it when I am away for too long. I promise I will be back here in your arms again as soon as I can. oooo...i'm getting all emotional. shiets. change mode.

Dinner at my aunts place was superb. fuck. I swear my appetite nowadays is just motherofyuletide big. I had a heavy dinner then had a drink again when I went out with izzah then for lunch time. It was heavy too...gak. I swear I feel so bloated. nyeh. I do not like :( oh well. I know I wil still look good. *gak* what is so wrong with me? shiets...okay...enough bullcrapping here.

Harry Potpot...i got that off kristeta...well it was okay for the first hour, then I just dont get it why they called it the goblet of fire when they only used it for choosing the names..then that was it. I mean i Know it wasnt supposed to lie, but like. what the motherofpotpot knows about the age thingy if some old dude places it there right?....and wasnt it so motherofyuletide obvious that madeye had something to do with the evil crap..i dunno...for me...i did not like this harry potpot..i like the harry potpot 1 and 2 and 3...oh well..its very disappointing. Next movie to watch zathura. hoping to catch it on big screen this weekend as well as just like heaven. Ive heard good reviews about these movies. so we will see.

In her shoes. I like the movie, but like the plot is weak same with chicken little. I love the shoes though...so perky, so pretty. I want a whole closet of shoes. Oh well. A sister knows better than to fuck her sisters booboo. Like hello..? She knew for a fact that her sister was dating this guy and there she opens the door half naked when she knew it was her sisters boy and she intentionally leaves the door open. DUH! guys are horny bastards! they will fuck whoever the see is giving them the initiative to fuck 'em. I know shes blond and all but still. I do not think all blonds are fucking dumb. Shes just like. grrr...Im annoyed with her. Her dad is another different story all together. So your mother is dead. that still does not mean that you can take the kids away from their grandparents. grrr...this movie is annoying. next topic please.

Your Birthdate: October 30

You have the type of personality that people either love or hate. You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken. And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted. Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. Your strength: Your flair Your weakness: If you think it, you say it Your power color: Scarlet red Your power symbol: Inverted triangle Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

im sick.

Fuck it. i'm sick. i'm sick for like the nth time. i hate being sick. I was at the docs last satruday with my booboo..and I tell u..with the look on the face of those people in that fucked up clinic.."this couple is gonna have a baby"...wahhh....i just wanted to scream...Im not preggy..i just had my monthly withdrawal of disgusting blood! I was there as part of mybody was killing me. I had it checked a coupl oe months ago, the stupid doctor at the public hospi said that it was gastric then saturday, the stupid doctor at this private clinic said it was some kidney infection or some shit. see why i do not like doctors? they lie. fuck. they really lie. soon enough, I only have a couple of months to live and im gone. grrr...it gives me the shivers.

on a much much lighter note. I went mallin *window shopped* with theresa, then later on in the evenin we went to pick up manuel and went to jeps place..but then again..we just went there to pick up ferdie n some other peeps. Then went to pds for their rehearsal. i am definitely going to watch this concert of theirs. Its fun. I hope that girl does not sing. It is so not lawa at all... effa..it shud be you singing and not her. Yuck kali. so totally out of tune. Couldnt they get a better singer when there are lots of really good singers in that school. She isnt even pretty. Its not that I do not like her. Its just that it just doesnt suit her.

Sunday was a totally bum day. I woke up and it was already 1pm. I was like wtf? then only i realised my parents went to seria for the day. So i got some food for good ol me. Im under medication. then bummed even more..by around 4, I fell asleep. then fuck. mummy messages me telling me I have to get ready for church. hmm..oh well..then church then shopping...nyeh! i still cant find the perfect sandals for my dress...if i dont get it by next week. Imma make a gown for the wedding. haha..i do not care. Im just going to make a gown as I really cant find the perfect shoes.. :(

well toodles..i have work to do...**well tryin to wrk**

Intermediate You scored 85% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 73% Advanced, and 66% Expert!

You have a good understanding of beginner and intermediate level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of the beginner and intermediate level questions correct. This is a good score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got a respectable score. Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 12% on Beginner You scored higher than 48% on Intermediate You scored higher than 2% on Advanced You scored higher than 19% on Expert

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its all about sex baby...

Have u guys heard that song?...i have no idea who sang it..but its really catchy...its all about sex baby, its all about you and me, its all about the good things and the bad things...hahaha...seriously if u listen to it, it is really catchy.

Anyhoots..took the day off yesterday so that I could spend some time with my booboo and also do some shit i've been meaning to do for like forever...so first stop breakfast at mcdonalds, then send mommy and jomai to wherever they were supposed to be then took a short nap with booboo at my crib. Lunch at swensens.. and yes! i do want to get that asst. manager work. fuck! Christine is so nice. I like her a lot!I want her to be my boss...*hint hint* hehe ;) Then after lunch, dropped by the office to get some shitney...then to the Philippine embassy to register myself as an Overseas Filipino Worker. Thats gay. i had to pay over a hundred dollars just to let them know that. so gay. So anyways, after all that sitney that I had to do there, I was so motherfather tired and baby was tired from driving me around..so we decided to get some rest...and so we did...woke up then went jalaning..I was supposed to get a haircut..never happened. Fcuk. I want a haircut from abby before she/he/it goes..i love the way she does my hair...oh well, ruby will still be around *hopefully*.

The office was so gay earlier. The fcuking internet didnt work and fuck, with my kind of work, the internet is the only wat to get any business done. haha. oh well..it seemed like a free day for all of us but hey without the internet i got to do a lot of *important* things. yup, I did. cos whenever theres the internet, there is a choice of doing watever I want from doing whatever I'm supposed to be doing. so yeah.

Fuck. my phone bill is B$200 shiets. I need to pay it. I need money!....

I better go and get some money...wer to get ahh... shiets..

The Maid of Honor Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLMf) Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor. Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you. Your exact opposite: Half-cocked Random Brutal Sex Dreamer We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself. Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them. ALWAYS AVOID: The False Messiah, The 5-Night Stand, The Vapor Trail, The Bachelor CONSIDER: The Gentleman, someone just like you. Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating. My profile name: akeelegna

i so totally forgot to show u peeps this..its pretty dont u think?...all these pictures were taken during my surprise birthday bash... ;) most of the pictures at my multiply.

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