:. Flushed and fucked .:

since its been ages since i've blogged here...and i've missed on a couple of occasions in which i'm suppose to be bloggin about...i myt as well... =/

Life has been so tough for me...and i seriously don't know how am i gonna make it through the next couple of days...i swear...i've had a rough weekend...a rough few days of the weekday..and i bet you..it's gonna be worst in the next few days..it might even take days or even weeks...in which i know is gonna be the worst days of my 18 years of living... =/...it hurts to think of it...but yes...i feel so left out with my family...

i know i've got friends..but its so hard to trust now...i dont know...it hurts to come think of it...but i love them all...no doubt about it..i would do anything for them..and they all know it...

well i ain't gonna tell my life story here..maybe when i'm more relaxed to...if not...i might end up just crying...and sulking...i hate sulking..its the thing that i hate doing the most...

i better get goin...will just blog again next tym.... =/ when i'm feeling better...

a week and two days till the show finally comes...and i'm scared shit...i havn't memorise all my lines..but will get over it...

till next tym....

kissed by ANGELEEKA