:. Unloved .:

I was in a state where i don't know who I am anymore...it feels as if something has come over me

In the library now...releasing the depression of life...it hurts to come to think of it...i know it is my fault why this is happening...but i have no intention of doing what i did...it hurts....yes it does. if some of you are thinking that i broke up with him....not that...and even if i did...i wouldn't tell much about it...as that would hurt me the most...

The thing that hurts me right now...is that my family is angry at me for doing what i did....and yes....i know they are....I'm sorry for hurting you all...but i felt at that time that it was for the best..I just couldnt take any more of the pain that you are giving me...and no, i am not talkin about my parents as i have the most loving parents in the world....i may sometimes deny it..but it is true when i look at everything that they have done for me...its more like my siblings...yes...you guys hurt me...

well i have to go..back to class...back to the life...argh....stressed over a lot of things...i love you....

baby...i love you...