All I ever wanted was to be happy. I tried. Promise. I did. Somehow, there is still something missing.

It isn't him. He is in my life and I am loving it.

But there is something missing.

Earlier tonight, my mom asked me to help her in church as she said my friends were there. The moment I entered there, my friends didn't even bother saying 'hi' or watever. I do not know if I am just being overly sensitive but it was like as if I wasn't even there. Thank God bun bunz was there. I reckon, now I know why I have been partially MIA-ing from them.

Please do not tell me that you miss me when I know that you really do not.

*No, hun...it ain't for U*

I am super sensitive nowadays. I do not know why. I need my baby.