All I want to do is CRY CRY CRY....

I can never ever do anything right for you. I swear I can't. All you do is realise all my small faults and all that. I am starting to hate myself again.

Can't you tell with those pictures, I was just tryin to be happy? I thought I have told you that. All I want is just to be happy. But now...I don't know. You don't know just how much I am hurting.

I can't believe that I can never ever make you feel happy. There was once in our life that we were happy. I am still that person. I mean honestly, then you wouldn't really care about all the small errors in my life but now all you notice are my mistakes in life. For once can you notice something else? Please?

I am hurting.

I need good chocolate. "All I really need is love, but a little Chocolate now and then doesn't hurt!" Lucy Van Pelt.

I want to cry now but I have got to hold them down.

Boonz. I need you. I need someone like you to talk to right now.