everytime I close my eyes, all I can see is all the negative things that can happen.

All I am hoping is that nothing does happen.

I am crying, deep inside, where no one can see... I am crying.

Maybe all I need is some reassurance. But then again, from the tone of your voice, you sound very happy, I do not know why. I need you here right now where you can hug me and tell me that you love me. I do not want you where you are right now.

Fuck.

I hate what I am feeling right now.

I just hope you love me enough.



I am hating myself right now for everything that I have done wrong.