i hate myself.

i just want to die die die. i hate hate hate myself.

so sue me if that's what you want. i do not want this.

i hate hate hate myself.

somebody just kill me or just take me away.

im unhappy.

Do you even know how hurt I am right now? Do you even bother? Have you ever wondered what it's like to be me? Have you ever thought of how I feel? Have you ever thought of just not being selfish and think of me?

You were my happiness, I guess not. I guess now I have to search for the happiness within me.

I am tryin to be happy. I am tryin to be happy without you.

I hate being alone. but right now, I am so alone. I never thought you would be hurting me this way. I cannot believe that this is happening to me now. *angel, help me* The feeling of loneliness is the worst feeling that anyone could have. For some reason, this is the time where I wished that you would kiss my tears away and say that you love me. for some reason, this is the time where I wish that you were the guy that I first met.

im crying. again.