:. You think you know but you really don't .:

Think about it....do u really know who you really are??...do you think you know the person that you are in a relationship really well??...just give it some time and think about it...maybe you'd say yes, i do...but then again...there are a lot of things that would hurt us but that other person doesnt know....or there are some things about the other person that would hurt that person but you dont know....see....its just an example of how you really dont know the other person....oh welsh...dat's just how life is...we just have to know the person as much as we can...ayts??...hmm....i was just thinkin about it...and thought of bloggin about it...oh welsh... :) hmmm...



umm....supposed to be doing some english research right now...but im just way too lazy as usual...well i have been bumming abit..but i've also been doing some work for school...so i cant really say im dead lazy....that is just not me...well i was like that..but not anymore...with me being un-lazy...ive been feeling good about it... :) hahaha..i doubt that people who know me pretty well will be like...'what?...matet...work?....so not her'...oh well people change... hahaha....boredom....ish man...umm....i gots to do some research on the glass menagerie...have to do some presentation on it like on monday i think...so not sure wen...i was late when the teacher gave us that thingy....hahaha...i should really try to get to school on time.. :)


oh welsh..i better be heading...will blog later before i leave the library... ;) hahha....boredom....

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:. then .:

i was once a girl who used to love to flirt, have fun in life and is never serious..but then again...to come think of it...why whould i be like that??...im fucking grown up now...i have to live my life to the max...and also enjoy it while i can...well sure there are restrictions...but its fyn...not like i really follow these rules anyways....ryts?? oh welsh..dat is just so me...not to follow them..hmm..anyhoots...this is like the then of me...and the now is so different from who i was...i was hurted by someone who i love dearly..it was cos of what that person said...i know the past affects the future..that is why most of us are tryin not to let it affect us..however it just does not WORK.....argh i hate it..it hurts so much to go back to the past.... :(

:: this is me ::

i cant really see how people just judge others by their past or how they dress and act....somehow this just isnt what life is really all about...trust me...ive been there...people judge me all the time...not only of my ugly past...but also of my current get ups...somehow these judgements dont really get into me...because all i know is that i aint hurting no one...and i aint doing wrong...so then why should i bother?....ryt??...oh well....its just that sometimes REALITY BITES.....

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