I thought we were happy. what happened to our future?

for the past couple of days I have been crying non stop. I wish I could just take all of the pain away. take everything that has hurt me. I know what I did was my decision but whatever I decided on. Is that how I really want things to be? Do I really want to be depressed when I could actually be happy even for a while longer?

Does he still love me? Does he even think of me? Does he want me back? cos I know I do. Right now everything is just a blurry thing that I wish could just fade away. I need someone to take my hand and tell me that everything will be alright. I need someone to just tell me that he loves me and that he will just be there for me. I do not need just anyone. I need him and only him.

I love you.