You said to me I probably don't have friends because most people think im a snob, a bitch and all up to herself?

Do you even really know me?

Do you even bother trying to approach me..?? Why is it wrong to have friends that makes you feel good about yourself??

You said If I was your girlfriend. That is it.. IF...but I am not. Therefore, I am allowed to do whatever I want. I need to find that I am loved again. I know I am not anymore. I just want to be loved. I hate being alone. I hate being lonely. It is starting to kill me.

Earlier you asked if i slept with someone last nite. Why? I thought you knew me better than that. It hurt me. I am not that kind of person. Yes, I was out drinking but No I do not sleep with just anyone just because I was tipsy.

I hate myself for never being able to please you. You are all that mattered to me and now... Poof! Gone.

i'm still hoping but I doubt it will happen. Im scared. I dont want to cry anymore. Please make them stop