I was chatting with my brother earlier about my depression. He reckons I go for some professional help. I reckon that too..but at the rate that I am going. Nah. I shall skip that part. Anyways, while I was chatting with my brother earlier on, he told me to download some songs. The moment I heard the song, I just wanted to burst in tears. Thank God for make up and as I have mentioned earlier on, my tear ducts wouldn't let me cry anymore.

Here is a part of the song, Anything for you - Nina
I'd do anything for you
I’ll play your game
You hurt me through and through
But you can have your way

I can pretend each time I see you
That I don’t care and I don’t need you
And though you’ll never see me cryin’
You know inside I feel like dying
I’d still do anything for you
In spite of it all
I’ve learned so much from you
You made me strong
But don’t you ever think that I don’t love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don’t work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

I hope you find someone to please you
Someone who’ll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

And I’d do anything for you
I’ll give you up
If that’s what I should do
To make you happy

About my last post, I was just venting. I know you will read it. I know you know what it's about.